how do you feel right now? don’t even think about it, just type.

[fuewybfunsfoiceoi]

I feel a bit angry when the convention is speak about preventing ctb. It feels like the intent is to defile my precious miracle. It literally holds me up like the hand which holds a sock puppet, I'd be glob otherwise.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Constipated.

 

[Jinxyxx]

Hopeless

 

[dontwakemeup]

Invisible.

Constipated.

I'd love to be constipated! I have dumping syndrome, so everything I eat ends in horrific diarrhea

 

[Pyxel]

Really conflicted. Unsatisfied with where my life currently is & even knowing that I've done better in the past, I can't help but feel depressed & unwilling to change back

 

[SNastablesalt]

i feel empty and numb.

felt that .

 

[sleepforever81]

I want to die so bad, all I thinking of 24/7 is how I am going to do it

 

[Sakura.]

I really can't bear the suffering I have to go through every day...

I really don't want to put up with this anymore...

I really want to finally do it...

 

[spoonfed]

I'm sat here reading and scrolling with both my wrists glued, taped and bandaged, has it changed my mind? No, and all I want right now is an itching stick

 

[bfguc]

Feel unimportant, lonely, worthless, and anxious

 

[Sakura.]

I'm handicapped, dysfunctional, severely autistic retard...

...

How I am supposed to not suffer..?

 

[Ravel]

empty, lonely, very anxious. I feel there is no hope for me

 

[Sakura.]

I barely live...

I suffer my every second and I really can't change it...


I really wish everything would be different...

 

[lemonandcapers]

I feel content enough to live... for now. It scares me how content I feel because CTB would solve all of my problems. The problems are still there. I am living so much in the moment that I am forgetting the issues that await me. I feel dread and anxiety thinking about everything in my life that has gone wrong to lead me to now. I can't run from it now that I have to sit down and process it.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Hopeless, depressed, lonely and regretful.

 

[WantingtoLeave]

Scared, but relieved I may have found my method to CTB.

 

[outrider567]

Down

 

[Forever Sleep]

Exhausted and I still have so much I need to do this evening.

 

[Require_love]

I think I'm a bad person and I deserve to not exist. I feel abandoned, and that's it's my fault. I want to feel warm.

 

[Sakura.]

I can't bear what happened to me any longer.

I really can't take it anymore.

I wish I could be forgiven, but I won't.

What I endure is just too much.

I thought that somehow I would be able to endure it all, but I was wrong.

I wish everything would already end...

I'm sorry.

 

[senyaa.]

;; fucking exhausted.

;; not as bad as a couple days b4 tbh but still.

;; tried to lose myself in booze, it's not working for me anymore.

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I'm tired of it all.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Like everything in my life is coming to a end and everytime I try to stop it things get worse .

 

[Meowmeownextweek]

i feel empty and filthy at the same time, like im rotting and being eaten away by maggots from the inside out