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yowai

yowai

Specialist
Aug 28, 2024
333
I woke up at 9 pm, it's middle of the night and I'm getting bored out of my mind but can't sleep. Also icky and annoyed as hell.
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

Nienawidzę siebie.
May 1, 2024
74
Nic nie ma w moim przypadku znaczenia...


I tak muszę popełnić samobójstwo...


Muszę w końcu to zrobić...


Muszę...
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Mage
Oct 13, 2019
590
I feel like I'm not doing what I plan to do and know I should do. Every day. Consistently. And I don't know how to change it.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,328
I feel oddly calm. At the end of one project. About to start something else. I've enjoyed a few hours just procrastinating on here. I know it won't last. It's partly the contrast. Going from having to work intensely to having a bit of time to breathe. Soon I will return to work and worry. I've been intensely suicidal recently too so, maybe it's the (likely brief) rest bite from that. It's during these brief times that I can actually feel grateful for things. I'm grateful to this community right now. Thank you beautiful souls for being there.
 
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shroomia

shroomia

Member
Mar 24, 2025
8
sad, lost and alone. I feel like theres a gaping hole where my heart used to be...
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Experienced
Apr 21, 2025
267
I feel scared, and nervous about events happening in my life. I know things would be a lot better for me if I didn't have mental illness. Just trying make an appointment with a psych is a challenge for me as my PTSD fills me with fear. Just going grocery shopping is a challenge I'm so sick of it to be honest. Sick of hatred of the world too. As its their hatred that put me in the position of having DID, and severe PTSD. Sick of it all.
 
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