how do you feel right now? don’t even think about it, just type.

[eaturdirt]

I feel weird, I don't know if I want to try to recover or give up. I feel so much hate too, I want him to suffer.

 

[Throwawayacc3]

Just had McDonald's sitting in the car. Absolute shit.

 

[konstantine_217]

Disappointed, confused, scared, tired, no escape (maybe there is one )

 

[antisun]

distressed and dull, empty, like there's an oppressive force inside me, foggy brain

 

[marchshift]

I feel angry and confused. The walls are closing in.

 

[etoilecupid]

i really don't know anymore. existing is really tiring, and school is the worst thing to ever happen to me. i really just want to cry and cry and cry until i can't anymore, but that won't solve anything. i feel lonely, too. that's one thing im certain on I'm feeling, and it's loneliness. i feel so lonely in this world and there's nothing i can do about it

 

[hopeless08]

Angry, sad, lonely and in a lot of emotional pain , I can hardly breathe

i really don't know anymore. existing is really tiring, and school is the worst thing to ever happen to me. i really just want to cry and cry and cry until i can't anymore, but that won't solve anything. i feel lonely, too. that's one thing im certain on I'm feeling, and it's loneliness. i feel so lonely in this world and there's nothing i can do about it

If you can cry let yourself cry as much as you can because sometimes it's a release and you might feel a bit better. And the loneliness I feel the same so you're not alone

 

[pink ash]

better, dont know from what but

 

[outrider567]

Lifeless--Patti's birhday tomorrow, she would have been 70

 

[chobonzi]

i feel empty and numb. i feel lost. i don't think i'm doing anything correctly, but i'm so drained at this point i don't really fucking care.

i feel super sad. i miss her. i miss her hands in mine. i miss the feeling of her hair in my face and her head on my chest. i miss how our bodies would sync and we'd breathe at the same time. i miss watching sunrises with her and having deep conversations. i miss being able to do stupid funny things with her. i miss the 3 kisses i'd have to give her just to make sure she felt loved cuz one was never enough. i just miss her and everything she was….

 

[Dark Window]

Uneasy, uncertain if things will get better, wishing I had a shotgun ready just in case, regretful of how much of my life has been taken by an unexplained problem.

 

[sleep4eternity]

meltdown + breakdown = shitty

 

[FuneralCry]

Like I want to not exist for all eternity. I find it so terrible and tragic how life has to exist when the absence of everything is perfection, I'm tired of suffering in this hellish and meaningless existence that was always beyond undesirable in the first place. I don't wish to think or feel about anything, instead I just wish to be eternally unaware, I never would have chosen to exist, really wish there's the option to just disappear and erase my existence, I want it to be like I never existed at all.

 

[pole]

broken, unloveable, and alone.

i just don't understand why I can never be good enough.

 

[Gelos82]

Tired, miserable, hopeless.

 

[LonelyStarrySky]

I am getting more and more unstable as the time passes, I am just so explosive and mentally ill its hard to exist.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

i have.

Then why make another one?

What is your point exactely?????

It just seems kind of unnecessary to have another thread with almost the exact same title that does the exact same thing. The other one isn't even that difficult to find. It seems like it's just trying to mock the other thread somehow. Maybe that's not the intention but it's the vibe I got so it's just how I feel by typing without thinking I suppose.

Anyway, I also feel a bit irritable because I was forced to wake up early by having to go to the bathroom.

 

[Franken_1517]

i feel empty and numb. i feel lost. i don't think i'm doing anything correctly, but i'm so drained at this point i don't really fucking care.

this hits too far home for me as well

 

[broth0100]

Overwhelmed, stressed, unmotivated n tired. Rlly resent tht i still have a bit of a will to live, i wanna b able to just ctb

 

[divinemistress36]

Like I want to break shit

 

[tbroken]

I didn't cause my CPTSD so i feel a bit of anger towards life. Also a part of me would still like to accomplish some other stuff, idk like making a good projects, having a nice girl, play some new videogames..
The other one just wants to die in peace, with SN method, near a forest, or the sea or some random suggestive place.
The point is that the other ppl don't even know what CPTSD is and they see me like an asshole or a fake person Not that I even care really. Plus, i saw how they treat you when you are depressed or on the ground and I would never be their friend again.

 

[AshersGirl]

Rat in a cage.

But the cage is my own brain as well as this life.

 

[TheUnkn0wn]

Anxious, lonely, empty

 

[winterbear]

i feel numb and itchy i wanna hurt myself horrifically and feel horrible all over again… i need to hurt myself again. i havent done it yet. i dont want to feel bad though.

 

[CypherB]

Like total shit

 

[sserafim]

Hwang Hyunjin is so hot

 

[BackToLobby]

Anxious and very depressed, I wish I could just disappear without anyone notice it.

 

[Unknown21]

Im sad, lost, tired, angry. I don't know what to do anymore, should i kill myself or not ( knowing it's not an option for me unfortunately). Tired of false hopes so much I'm really exhausted, idk if I'm ready or not, I'm alone, so fucking alone, I've never felt alone like this. I'm struggling.

 

[theboy]

bad and scared

 

[kunikuzushi]

I feel like shit I'm so hungry there's a pain in my body that feels like a balloon expanding probably because I'm so stressed and miserable. it's like in my back and stomach. I want to die why do I have to do this every day? so tired