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sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
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@toofargone6969 You waited for yr old girl, thats so kind and strong. I have never felt heartbreak til my old boy left me, only real heartbreak I've had. Still hurts. 12 years ago.
Thankyou for being there for your girl til her end.

Now it seems its yours. I wish you safe travels and peace 🌻
 
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toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
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Hello @toofargone6969,
I guess, this world is cruel by design.
I'm just a stranger but I'm so sorry,
For your gut-wrenching story.

I pray for your peaceful ride.
We stay here, by your side.
If we can, let us have a moment of peace,
Until your torment does cease.

From this torture, finally you'll be freed -
@toofargone6969, Godspeed 💙💛
Thank you for the lovely poem... I'm looking forward to freedom. Finally.
 
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Old Friend

Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
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Farewell and safe travels. I'll raise a glass.
 
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toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
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I'm sorry to have read this so late. I don't know it you're gonna update anymore, and i dont have anything to say that everyone here hasn't already told you, so I'm just so happy that so much people is here for you to not leave alone.
a lot of us are carrying you tonight through the screen💔
I'm still here <3. 10 hours to go til SN drink. No meds yet. I'm overwhelmed by the support and extremely grateful for everyone here. Definitely feeling the love.
@toofargone6969 You waited for yr old girl, thats so kind and strong. I have never felt heartbreak til my old boy left me, only real heartbreak I've had. Still hurts. 12 years ago.
Thankyou for being there for your girl til her end.

Now it seems its yours. I wish you safe travels and peace 🌻
I was gonna go before her but I just couldn't do it. I'm glad I stayed for her, it's the least I could do for such a wonderful dog. Sorry for your heartbreaking loss as well, even after so much time the love is just as strong for them.
 
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mind_split

Newbie
Sep 29, 2023
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I wish you a peaceful goodbye! im so sorry you are going through this. take care and safe travels 🕊️🫶🏻 hope u find peace.
 
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Raven2

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
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Rest well toofargone. I hope you find peace. Much love
 
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sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
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@toofargone6969
I see you have just taken your lorazepam by your timetable. we didnt meet before but I'm gonna stay here for a hour or so. even if you dont post. You said u didnt want to be alone at the end. You wont be.

Will look out the window the sky at midnite and spend a while thinking of you. Rest well 😘
 
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Zaphkiel

IDK
May 13, 2023
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I probably wont be able to be here at the "moment".
I'm sorry. But will think of you. If anything, we're all here.
 
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sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
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:heart:
 
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toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
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@toofargone6969
I see you have just taken your lorazepam by your timetable. we didnt meet before but I'm gonna stay here for a hour or so. even if you dont post. You said u didnt want to be alone at the end. You wont be.

Will look out the window the sky at midnite and spend a while thinking of you. Rest well 😘
Nope not yet. Different time zones probably. I haven't taken any meds yet. 8 hours to go til sn. Feeling very nervous and scared. Thank you for being here for me, it means a lot.
 
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Iamtired

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Sep 30, 2023
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Safe and comforting journey, toofargone, I feel for you and your pain. i hope you succeed and wish you the best
 
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searchingforpeace

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Nov 26, 2022
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Sounds like a great person. fuck this life.
 
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sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
202
Nope not yet. Different time zones probably. I haven't taken any meds yet. 8 hours to go til sn. Feeling very nervous and scared. Thank you for being here for me, it means a lot.
Sorry, for some reason I thought uk. Musta been switching screens reading a uk poster. My bad. Been looking at the clouds..

I've set an alarm incase I fall sleep, likely (uk)
If u need to chat or send panicky msgs, feel free.
 
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toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
324
Yah he is great and kind WTF is going in this world
She*
Sorry, for some reason I thought uk. Musta been switching screens reading a uk poster. My bad. Been looking at the clouds..

I've set an alarm incase I fall sleep, likely (uk)
If u need to chat or send panicky msgs, feel free.
Thank you so much <3
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Godspeed. May you find peace.
 
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scared2death

blegh
Oct 2, 2023
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im glad you can stay with us for a while to read all of these messages. saw your posts for a bit since i was a lurker so the least i could say is goodbye and good luck 🩷 hope everything goes easy
 
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toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
324
im glad you can stay with us for a while to read all of these messages. saw your posts for a bit since i was a lurker so the least i could say is goodbye and good luck 🩷 hope everything goes easy
Thank you. Me too... I hope it's not too hard or painful.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Travel well and in peace. Sleep soundly, all tears gone.
 
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deadinside777

Member
Sep 14, 2023
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I wish I had all the items I would ctb with you. Wish you the best and I hope your transition is peaceful
 
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SmollMushroom

SmollMushroom

send N pls
Sep 27, 2023
405
Good luck and safe travels.
And remember: What the caterpillar calls the end, the rest of the world calls a butterfly.
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
553
Good luck.
 
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Zaphkiel

IDK
May 13, 2023
247
Thoughts and prayers 😢
Hope you're still okay-ish
 
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ThisUnrest

Seeking personal sovereignty
Aug 15, 2023
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Love to you and good luck.
 
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toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
324
Little update- my super empty stomach actually made me feel a bit nauseous so a 14 hour fast was way too long (for me). I had a bit of rice and crackers and now I'm sipping some ginger tea. My stomach will be empty by the nighttime but I could not handle the long fast, I felt sick.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
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Good luck, i hope you escape peacefully.
 
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raindrop9

Member
Sep 27, 2023
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Good luck toofargone... your username alone has resonated with me... your story even more. I hope you leave peacefully. I won't forget you.
 
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Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
265
Safe travels! And wishing you success in that peace and rest you seek.
 
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toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
324
I'm feeling so numb but so sad too
I don't know how my family is going to handle this. I feel so guilty and sad about what I'm going to do. I just can't handle the immense pain anymore. I have 45 minutes til I start my meds and like 4 hours til sn:( I'm scared
 
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