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cscott

cscott

Awaiting for life’s end ☠️
Jun 22, 2023
248
God damn. I just made my sn drinks and took a little sips for fun. Its sooo salty my god. Downing this in one go will be the biggest challenge of the night. It mixed very well in 50ml of water, but still very strong. I got my altoids on deck and a plain water bottle to rinse my mouth out, it seems to help. I'll down the first SN glass soon. Just vibing to some music and waiting for the liquid benzos to knock me on my ass.
🙈just shot it & remember the goal I guess that's how I'll talk to self..

Are u hoping after ur first glass your just knocked out straight .. not giving any room for a second maybe or if vomit ?
 
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toofargone6969

toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
324
Hopefully you aren't too out of it by the time you take SN.
I got this. I'm good at managing situations while messed up on drugs. One of my many strengths lol
 
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sash

sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
202
Hold yr nose when u drink. If u have no mint could maybe a bit of toothpaste on yr tongue?
We're here with you. :heart:
 
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toofargone6969

toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
324
🙈just shot it & remember the goal I guess that's how I'll talk to self..

Are u hoping after ur first glass your just knocked out straight .. not giving any room for a second maybe or if vomit ?
We'll see. If I keep it down 10 mins or more I may not need the second but ill have to decide on the moment based on amount of vomit etc
Just thrilling. Thank you pro lifers for taking away nembutal
 
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Huggs

Huggs

Wish for peace
Jul 6, 2023
209
SN for sure isn't Nembutal…but it's effective. They're vehemently trying to take it down.
 
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toofargone6969

toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
324
SN for sure isn't Nembutal…but it's effective. They're vehemently trying to take it down.
Watching my dog pass that way at peace and no pain was a huge relief. If only we were allowed the same decency
 
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sash

sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
202
Watching my dog pass that way at peace and no pain was a huge relief. If only we were allowed the same decency
Yeah. I was w mine, he jus fell asleep in my arms. looked so peaceful. at rest no suffering.
Its inhumane to let an animal suffer, but for humans...
 
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chuerdhmproton

chuerdhmproton

Mr. Water Pig
Sep 9, 2023
201
Are you still with us my friend?
 
toofargone6969

toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
324
Ok I'm going for it. First 20g sn drink with a straw and a mint right after
Its salty as fuk but doable
Altoids and wait to rinse mouth after.
Ni vomit so far
Tying isnjard
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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You're still not alone,many of us are holding you in our hearts
 
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chuerdhmproton

chuerdhmproton

Mr. Water Pig
Sep 9, 2023
201
This is my first time following a goodbye thread in real time, this is tougher than I imagined even though I never knew OP before reading this thread. I'm getting really emotional just thinking about it...
 
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sash

sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
202
We're still here. Take care. Sweet dreams. Waggy tails :heart:
 
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oneofakind

Member
Oct 2, 2023
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This is my first time following a goodbye thread in real time, this is tougher than I imagined even though I never knew OP before reading this thread. I'm getting really emotional just thinking about it...
Me too. I hope you find your peace toofargone
 
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Huggs

Huggs

Wish for peace
Jul 6, 2023
209
I've thought about you throughout the day and am thinking about you now. You've prepared everything well, I think you'll be moving on. I feel very sad about all this, it's hitting me hard, but I wish you peace.
 
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avaruus

avaruus

loser · gone very soon
Aug 17, 2022
559
Still here?
If not, i hope your passing was swift and peaceful.
Rest in peace <3
 
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chuerdhmproton

chuerdhmproton

Mr. Water Pig
Sep 9, 2023
201
Still here?
If not, i hope your passing was swift and peaceful.
Rest in peace <3
op drank sn about 20 mins ago, in all likelihood he is already left us
 
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I think the benzos helped a lot, just as I anticipated. No vomiting reported from OP is quite interesting, maybe they did but we don't know and may never know.

Tying isnjard
The fact that this was said which I think means "typing is hard" means that OP may have already passed out not long after ingesting SN.
 
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sash

sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
202
🐶 :heart: 🌻
 
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notahappygirl

Student
Jun 6, 2023
188
Rip 🌹hope I can join you soon waiting for my SN this week !!
 
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AlouA

looking for CTB partner in SEA
Sep 19, 2023
120
You will be remembered... peace and swift travels, comrade
 
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Zaphkiel

IDK
May 13, 2023
247
:mmm:
:'(
Thinking of you. Whatever you do and happens, it's okay and gonna be okay.
Looking forward to (not) hearing from you.
Be well where you are, hopefully with your dog
 
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ItsMeUnique

No beauty shines brighter than that of a good hear
Sep 28, 2023
28
Im so sad i wasnt able to be here for your last moments! But i hope youve found your peace, my friend!!! I wish you all the best! :heart: RIP
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
May you have a good journey to the next world. You are very brave.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,838
I hope you have found peace and your transition was peaceful. RIP
 
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love2-1

love2-1

Born to Die
Oct 7, 2023
12
I know the weight that was lifted from your chest if you are no longer with us. I am new but I respect the courage and determination that you used to take control of your life. Brother you have clearly touched many hearts here and as I promised; the first round is on me when we finally meet. My love and respect will be yours always.
 
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kilowatt

kilowatt

Ciao mamacita
Sep 9, 2023
384
Safe travels. Hope you reached the peace you were seeking.
 
Old Friend

Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
477
Hope she went peacefully. Sounded like she knew what she was doing and was 100% determined.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,486
Hope she went peacefully. Sounded like she knew what she was doing and was 100% determined.
Here I've seen so many defeat si so easily like that
 
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