Goodbye - taking the SN bus tonight

[cscott]

God damn. I just made my sn drinks and took a little sips for fun. Its sooo salty my god. Downing this in one go will be the biggest challenge of the night. It mixed very well in 50ml of water, but still very strong. I got my altoids on deck and a plain water bottle to rinse my mouth out, it seems to help. I'll down the first SN glass soon. Just vibing to some music and waiting for the liquid benzos to knock me on my ass.

just shot it & remember the goal I guess that's how I'll talk to self..

Are u hoping after ur first glass your just knocked out straight .. not giving any room for a second maybe or if vomit ?

 

[toofargone6969]

Hopefully you aren't too out of it by the time you take SN.

I got this. I'm good at managing situations while messed up on drugs. One of my many strengths lol

 

[sash]

Hold yr nose when u drink. If u have no mint could maybe a bit of toothpaste on yr tongue?
We're here with you.

 

[toofargone6969]

just shot it & remember the goal I guess that's how I'll talk to self..

Are u hoping after ur first glass your just knocked out straight .. not giving any room for a second maybe or if vomit ?

We'll see. If I keep it down 10 mins or more I may not need the second but ill have to decide on the moment based on amount of vomit etc
Just thrilling. Thank you pro lifers for taking away nembutal

 

[Huggs]

SN for sure isn't Nembutal…but it's effective. They're vehemently trying to take it down.

 

[toofargone6969]

SN for sure isn't Nembutal…but it's effective. They're vehemently trying to take it down.

Watching my dog pass that way at peace and no pain was a huge relief. If only we were allowed the same decency

 

[sash]

Watching my dog pass that way at peace and no pain was a huge relief. If only we were allowed the same decency

Yeah. I was w mine, he jus fell asleep in my arms. looked so peaceful. at rest no suffering.
Its inhumane to let an animal suffer, but for humans...

 

[chuerdhmproton]

Are you still with us my friend?

 

[toofargone6969]

Ok I'm going for it. First 20g sn drink with a straw and a mint right after
Its salty as fuk but doable
Altoids and wait to rinse mouth after.
Ni vomit so far
Tying isnjard

 

[SVEN]

You're still not alone,many of us are holding you in our hearts

 

[chuerdhmproton]

This is my first time following a goodbye thread in real time, this is tougher than I imagined even though I never knew OP before reading this thread. I'm getting really emotional just thinking about it...

 

[sash]

We're still here. Take care. Sweet dreams. Waggy tails

 

[oneofakind]

This is my first time following a goodbye thread in real time, this is tougher than I imagined even though I never knew OP before reading this thread. I'm getting really emotional just thinking about it...

Me too. I hope you find your peace toofargone

 

[Huggs]

I've thought about you throughout the day and am thinking about you now. You've prepared everything well, I think you'll be moving on. I feel very sad about all this, it's hitting me hard, but I wish you peace.

 

[avaruus]

Still here?
If not, i hope your passing was swift and peaceful.
Rest in peace <3

 

[chuerdhmproton]

Still here?
If not, i hope your passing was swift and peaceful.
Rest in peace <3

op drank sn about 20 mins ago, in all likelihood he is already left us

 

[sash]

op drank sn about 20 mins ago, in all likelihood he is already left us

*she

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I think the benzos helped a lot, just as I anticipated. No vomiting reported from OP is quite interesting, maybe they did but we don't know and may never know.

Tying isnjard

The fact that this was said which I think means "typing is hard" means that OP may have already passed out not long after ingesting SN.

 

[sash]

 

[notahappygirl]

Rip hope I can join you soon waiting for my SN this week !!

 

[AlouA]

You will be remembered... peace and swift travels, comrade

 

[Zaphkiel]

Thinking of you. Whatever you do and happens, it's okay and gonna be okay.
Looking forward to (not) hearing from you.
Be well where you are, hopefully with your dog

 

[ItsMeUnique]

Im so sad i wasnt able to be here for your last moments! But i hope youve found your peace, my friend!!! I wish you all the best! RIP

 

[Meditation guide]

May you have a good journey to the next world. You are very brave.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you have found peace and your transition was peaceful. RIP

 

[love2-1]

I know the weight that was lifted from your chest if you are no longer with us. I am new but I respect the courage and determination that you used to take control of your life. Brother you have clearly touched many hearts here and as I promised; the first round is on me when we finally meet. My love and respect will be yours always.

 

[kilowatt]

Safe travels. Hope you reached the peace you were seeking.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Brother

Sister

 

[Old Friend]

Hope she went peacefully. Sounded like she knew what she was doing and was 100% determined.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Hope she went peacefully. Sounded like she knew what she was doing and was 100% determined.

Here I've seen so many defeat si so easily like that