Goodbye - taking the SN bus tonight

[sash]

@toofargone6969 You waited for yr old girl, thats so kind and strong. I have never felt heartbreak til my old boy left me, only real heartbreak I've had. Still hurts. 12 years ago.
Thankyou for being there for your girl til her end.

Now it seems its yours. I wish you safe travels and peace

 

[toofargone6969]

Hello @toofargone6969,
I guess, this world is cruel by design.
I'm just a stranger but I'm so sorry,
For your gut-wrenching story.

I pray for your peaceful ride.
We stay here, by your side.
If we can, let us have a moment of peace,
Until your torment does cease.

From this torture, finally you'll be freed -
@toofargone6969, Godspeed

Thank you for the lovely poem... I'm looking forward to freedom. Finally.

 

[Old Friend]

Farewell and safe travels. I'll raise a glass.

 

[toofargone6969]

I'm sorry to have read this so late. I don't know it you're gonna update anymore, and i dont have anything to say that everyone here hasn't already told you, so I'm just so happy that so much people is here for you to not leave alone.
a lot of us are carrying you tonight through the screen

I'm still here <3. 10 hours to go til SN drink. No meds yet. I'm overwhelmed by the support and extremely grateful for everyone here. Definitely feeling the love.

@toofargone6969 You waited for yr old girl, thats so kind and strong. I have never felt heartbreak til my old boy left me, only real heartbreak I've had. Still hurts. 12 years ago.
Thankyou for being there for your girl til her end.

Now it seems its yours. I wish you safe travels and peace

I was gonna go before her but I just couldn't do it. I'm glad I stayed for her, it's the least I could do for such a wonderful dog. Sorry for your heartbreaking loss as well, even after so much time the love is just as strong for them.

 

[mind_split]

I wish you a peaceful goodbye! im so sorry you are going through this. take care and safe travels hope u find peace.

 

[Raven2]

Rest well toofargone. I hope you find peace. Much love

 

[sash]

@toofargone6969
I see you have just taken your lorazepam by your timetable. we didnt meet before but I'm gonna stay here for a hour or so. even if you dont post. You said u didnt want to be alone at the end. You wont be.

Will look out the window the sky at midnite and spend a while thinking of you. Rest well

 

[Zaphkiel]

I probably wont be able to be here at the "moment".
I'm sorry. But will think of you. If anything, we're all here.

 

[sash]

 

[toofargone6969]

@toofargone6969
I see you have just taken your lorazepam by your timetable. we didnt meet before but I'm gonna stay here for a hour or so. even if you dont post. You said u didnt want to be alone at the end. You wont be.

Will look out the window the sky at midnite and spend a while thinking of you. Rest well

Nope not yet. Different time zones probably. I haven't taken any meds yet. 8 hours to go til sn. Feeling very nervous and scared. Thank you for being here for me, it means a lot.

 

[Iamtired]

Safe and comforting journey, toofargone, I feel for you and your pain. i hope you succeed and wish you the best

 

[searchingforpeace]

Sounds like a great person. fuck this life.

 

[sash]

Nope not yet. Different time zones probably. I haven't taken any meds yet. 8 hours to go til sn. Feeling very nervous and scared. Thank you for being here for me, it means a lot.

Sorry, for some reason I thought uk. Musta been switching screens reading a uk poster. My bad. Been looking at the clouds..

I've set an alarm incase I fall sleep, likely (uk)
If u need to chat or send panicky msgs, feel free.

 

[Dying2077]

Sounds like a great person. fuck this life.

Yah he is great and kind WTF is going in this world

 

[toofargone6969]

Yah he is great and kind WTF is going in this world

She*

Sorry, for some reason I thought uk. Musta been switching screens reading a uk poster. My bad. Been looking at the clouds..

I've set an alarm incase I fall sleep, likely (uk)
If u need to chat or send panicky msgs, feel free.

Thank you so much <3

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed. May you find peace.

 

[scared2death]

im glad you can stay with us for a while to read all of these messages. saw your posts for a bit since i was a lurker so the least i could say is goodbye and good luck hope everything goes easy

 

[toofargone6969]

im glad you can stay with us for a while to read all of these messages. saw your posts for a bit since i was a lurker so the least i could say is goodbye and good luck hope everything goes easy

Thank you. Me too... I hope it's not too hard or painful.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Thank you. Me too... I hope it's not too hard or painful.

I'll be thinking of you.

 

[SVEN]

Travel well and in peace. Sleep soundly, all tears gone.

 

[deadinside777]

I wish I had all the items I would ctb with you. Wish you the best and I hope your transition is peaceful

 

[SmollMushroom]

Good luck and safe travels.
And remember: What the caterpillar calls the end, the rest of the world calls a butterfly.

 

[Anon1337]

Good luck.

 

[Zaphkiel]

Thoughts and prayers
Hope you're still okay-ish

 

[ThisUnrest]

Love to you and good luck.

 

[toofargone6969]

Little update- my super empty stomach actually made me feel a bit nauseous so a 14 hour fast was way too long (for me). I had a bit of rice and crackers and now I'm sipping some ginger tea. My stomach will be empty by the nighttime but I could not handle the long fast, I felt sick.

 

[Gonnerr]

Good luck, i hope you escape peacefully.

 

[raindrop9]

Good luck toofargone... your username alone has resonated with me... your story even more. I hope you leave peacefully. I won't forget you.

 

[Anon7b8]

Safe travels! And wishing you success in that peace and rest you seek.

 

[toofargone6969]

I'm feeling so numb but so sad too
I don't know how my family is going to handle this. I feel so guilty and sad about what I'm going to do. I just can't handle the immense pain anymore. I have 45 minutes til I start my meds and like 4 hours til sn:( I'm scared