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MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
I can really hear him singing. Fly me to the moon indeed. Hopefully you'll have fun playing among the stars.
Skyview
Going Blue
- Dec 9, 2019
- 473
No one could possibly forget you Moonicide , you are such an inspiration to us all 
helIboy
everything hurts
- Jan 10, 2020
- 29
You are so loved, we won't ever forget about you. See ya soon.
WhyIsLife56
Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
- Nov 4, 2019
- 1,075
I'll be seeing you soon 
You said it yourself, it isn't goodbye
You said it yourself, it isn't goodbye
enlightened_suicide
How do you know, this isn't all a dream?
- Jan 4, 2020
- 112
I hope your at peace now <3 and I am glad the site came back up so you were not alone in your final moments...
Goodnight Moon
APharmaDestroyedLife
Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
- Nov 4, 2019
- 305
I will never forget you my sweet friend. You have touched my heart. Be at peace rest well. I'm sending you all my love and hugs.
Sunshine
Experienced
- Jan 11, 2019
- 206
This is actually kind of crazy and surreal.
Edit: I don't know about you guys but the fact that she posted so many pictures and glimpses of her life/incoming passing made this thread more personal and real to me. It hits harder in a way.
Edit: I don't know about you guys but the fact that she posted so many pictures and glimpses of her life/incoming passing made this thread more personal and real to me. It hits harder in a way.
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Lotus1818
Experienced
- Nov 4, 2019
- 248
Everyone. Moonie threw up. i couldnt see how much. after that she had some trouble breathing. the breathing only became slower and slower. and now she's laying not breathing. peacefully. i need some time to proces this whole thing. i will update everyone another time.
WhyIsLife56
Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
- Nov 4, 2019
- 1,075
Sunshine
Experienced
- Jan 11, 2019
- 206
Damn. Did it look to you like she was suffering? If she struggled with the breathing?
OrangeLounge
Member
- Jan 5, 2020
- 30
Please take care of yourself, it can be very hard to do what you have agreed to.
enlightened_suicide
How do you know, this isn't all a dream?
- Jan 4, 2020
- 112
I hope it was painless and quick.. she does not deserve extra suffering..
waterbottleman
Not a person
- Sep 30, 2019
- 721
That is heart breaking =(
Jeez you're a much stronger person than I am, I couldn't handle watching anyone go through with something like that. Especially someone with a heart of gold like Moon.
Take care of yourself. You've been through a lot, especially tonight, but throughout Moonicide's full process. *hugs*
Lotus1818
Experienced
- Nov 4, 2019
- 248
i have it all documented. i need some time to process this. i will update you later in this thread. or in a new thread.
i think overall the method is pretty fast. and i guess there was a bit of suffering.allot of gasping for air. but im not sure if she was consious during that.
That's why I asked for her to say when she was leaving consciousness. I heard another report of a sitter who was quite traumatized by how it ended and said SN was not peaceful at all. The thing is, I think the person is probably unconscious by the time they throw up and ultimately die. I hope when you have some time to process maybe you can report back, maybe on the SN megathread. Take care of yourself now, you did a really good thing and I hope you can are able to be at peace with it soon too.
WhyIsLife56
Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
- Nov 4, 2019
- 1,075
With all due respect, Sunshine, please allow Lotus this time to grieve, as requested. As mentioned, they are processing a significant and traumatic loss. There is time to have our questions answered, but this is not that time.
OrangeLounge
Member
- Jan 5, 2020
- 30
I have a feeling that the extra day of meto may have done more harm than good. I was worried about that when someone brought it up on the first page...
It's actually raining right now. I feel like the sky is crying for you, Moonie... along with many of us here. I hope you're okay, wherever you are. Lotus, as well.
It's actually raining right now. I feel like the sky is crying for you, Moonie... along with many of us here. I hope you're okay, wherever you are. Lotus, as well.
enlightened_suicide
How do you know, this isn't all a dream?
- Jan 4, 2020
- 112
take your time and take care of yourself that is a lot to process
Broken Chimera
The abyss also gazes into you
- May 27, 2019
- 972
I'm sorry you had to sit through that. Please take care of yourself. I hope she didn't suffer too much.
Lotus1818
Experienced
- Nov 4, 2019
- 248
atm im really shaking. in total it took around 20 min for me to be fully sure she stopped breathing
APharmaDestroyedLife
Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
- Nov 4, 2019
- 305
Sunshine
Experienced
- Jan 11, 2019
- 206
No, you're right. I just thought Lotus left and would come back later to answer (not now) as they said they would update us another time.
Sorry, please take your time. I didn't mean to push you into answering directly.
Maybe you can take some solace in that she spared herself a lot of suffering through life and I'm sure a natural death would have been quite painful.
20 minutes is not really that long in the grad scheme of thing, I thought it was going to take longer. I look away for what seemed like a second.
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