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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

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That's quite a depressing read. I didn't talk with Moon very much while she was an active member but I've read a lot of posts and she seemed to be a truly genuine and caring person. So despite the lack of interaction, her exit makes me very sad. All goodbye threads do, to be honest, because I consider the death of any person a tragedy. Even more when I know about the circumstances. I witnessed the farewell of so many decent people in this forum and it's a very saddening process. She was a lovely person and she deserved more than that. But I hope Moon had a peaceful departure. It looks like her exit went according to plan and I'm glad she fulfilled her will. Considering her last posts and pictures, it looks like she planned this well in advance and she seemed confident in her exit. So i guess this was the right decision for her. Not sure what to say in situations like these because I still consider it a tragedy, even when her exit was peaceful. And I don't really want to applause a peaceful exit either, I think that would be tasteless. I'm sure she went through a lot of pain and suffering in her life and it's a shame she had to experience that. But I'm glad she was able to carry out her will and she left in her own terms with dignity and peace. That's what she wanted. And I'm glad she was able to successfully carry out that plan.

And it's very kind of her that she allowed us to be a part of this exit. She provided a lot of information regarding SN and I'm sure this is gonna help out many more people who consider the same method. She contributed a lot to this forum. I also think her dress was very stunning and it looks like, we have the same taste in that regards. Anyway.

Goodbye Moon.
 
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HopeDiesLast

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Dec 28, 2019
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Such a sweet, gentle and beautiful soul. I wish the world had been kinder to her. :notsure:
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Another favorite member of mine. I'm so sorry I missed your goodbye. I wish nothing but love and peace be upon you.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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Everyone. Moonie threw up. i couldnt see how much. after that she had some trouble breathing. the breathing only became slower and slower. and now she's laying not breathing. peacefully. i need some time to proces this whole thing. i will update everyone another time.
Take the time you need to process and get your thoughts in order. We are here for you. Goodbye Moon, I hope you found your wings.
 
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TheOA

TheOA

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Jan 5, 2020
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See you on the other side sweet Moon.
 
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Secrets1

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Nov 18, 2019
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1st one that really hit me where it hurts. Couldn't even open her goodbye thread while it was happening. What a beautiful soul. Damn
 
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Poor Moon. This is so tragic. My thoughts are with you @Lotus1818
What an incredibly difficult thing to witness.
 
Merith

Merith

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Oct 24, 2019
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Moon river, wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style, someday....

Rest peacefully, Moonie.
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
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I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye to you Moon. I didn't really get to know you but the few times we interacted you came across as a very caring and loving person. I hope you're getting some much needed rest now.
 
exhausted

exhausted

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Oct 22, 2019
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Sometimes this place makes me so sad.
 
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BooGirl

BooGirl

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Jan 10, 2020
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What a beautiful person.
 
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Achillesheel

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Jan 17, 2020
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I was not a member when moon ctb but I was browsing the her goodbye thread. And I must say seeing all of the love and support that she got from everyone one here is what give me the motivation to join. I realized that I did belong here and when I ctb I don't have to be alone.
Rest In Peace Moon
And thank you for giving me the strength to join.
thank you
 
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Shinbu

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Nov 23, 2019
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I want you to know you aren't forgotten. Rest in peace Moonicide. I didn't know what to say when I saw your thread when it was new. It was so hard to send a reply. You are a very nice soul. You gave love, and support to this community. I appreciate your kindness.
 
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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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Grateful Dead - Bird Song

"All I know is something like a bird within her sang,
All I know she sang a little while and then flew on,
Tell me all that you know, I'll show you snow and rain.

If you hear that same sweet song again, will you know why?
Anyone who sings a tune so sweet is passin' by,
Laugh in the sunshine, sing, cry in the dark, fly through the night.

Don't cry now, don't you cry, don't you cry anymore.
Sleep in the stars, don't you cry, dry your eyes on the wind.

All I know is something like a bird within her sang,
All I know she sang a little while and then flew off,
Tell me all that you know, I'll show you snow and rain"
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
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I have been returning to your goodbye thread quite a lot today. I hope you are watching over us from the moon :heart::hug:
 
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issyishere

issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
i miss you moon, the site aint the same without your positivity, support, and love you gave to so many others. if only this cruel world had treated you better. :aw:
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
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I can't believe it's been a week. I wish she had this much support irl. Maybe It would have been different.
 
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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

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Why do I feel like crying every time I come here ;-;
 
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WhiteEyes

WhiteEyes

always late
Jan 20, 2020
67
I've been lurking this forum as long as she joined so saw a lot of her posts. It's sad I never got to talk to her.
Rip.
 
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Grateful Dead - Bird Song

"All I know is something like a bird within her sang,
All I know she sang a little while and then flew on,
Tell me all that you know, I'll show you snow and rain.

If you hear that same sweet song again, will you know why?
Anyone who sings a tune so sweet is passin' by,
Laugh in the sunshine, sing, cry in the dark, fly through the night.

Don't cry now, don't you cry, don't you cry anymore.
Sleep in the stars, don't you cry, dry your eyes on the wind.

All I know is something like a bird within her sang,
All I know she sang a little while and then flew off,
Tell me all that you know, I'll show you snow and rain"

Ah what a song...
Here's another
 
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RestingGirl23

RestingGirl23

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Nov 2, 2019
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I've been MIA from this site for a while, but I just wanted to say I still think of Moonie. A couple of days after her passing I went to have a drink with a friend and I ordered this drink because it reminded me of the Blue Moon. I hope you're having a great time in heaven Moonie, we miss you down here. I made a toast on your behalf.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/attachments/blue-moon-jpg.25228/?hash=62321a6267cafb6bf12246591e1d75b6
 

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daffo

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Aug 25, 2019
25
i'm nobody here (fresh user ) but i read all the thread and i feel i need to pay my respect to this kind soul.
 
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Terminally ill

Terminally ill

Member
May 27, 2019
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I have a feeling that the extra day of meto may have done more harm than good. I was worried about that when someone brought it up on the first page...

It's actually raining right now. I feel like the sky is crying for you, Moonie... along with many of us here. I hope you're okay, wherever you are. Lotus, as well.
Why do u think the extra day of meto did not help?
 
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WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
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Why do u think the extra day of metro did not help?
The extra day of meto could've overwhelmed her body. It's better to stick to the right dose of it.
 
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animatriste

animatriste

Member
Oct 31, 2018
28
Sweet souls are always the most fragile. Being so genuine inside increases the suffering in the heart ... we are all under the same sky but those who suffer inside deserve to fly away like a white dove. Goodbye, sweet soul. I didn't know you but my heart is close to yours. Rest in peace Love
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
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Lotus1818

Lotus1818

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Nov 4, 2019
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It's still hard to believe she's gone. Even though I saw it. I still feel like she could send me a message on discord any moment. God I miss you so much. You were such a sweet person.
 
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