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Jean4

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ImsooDone1N

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I know we didn't interact much in the short time you were here, but I throughly enjoyed reading your posts & your positive presence on the site had a positive impact on me and I thank you for that. So I just want to wish you all the best- nothing but safe travels & peace.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

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Nov 19, 2019
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Preparing right now, making another serving just in case.
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Moonicide

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Nov 19, 2019
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Is there anything we can do for you?

You've all done more than enough for me, love. I am so happy and so grateful to have met you all.
 
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Daffodil

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Thanks for agreeing to have your experienced reported on, will help the rest of us plan. Perhaps you could tell your friend when you are losing consciousness? I know there may be some vomiting with SN, but it'd be nice to know if it was generally after losing consciousness. Of course, do what is most comfortable to you. I wish you as much peace as possible as you pass on. I'm sure you deserve it, you've been a light in each our lives.
 
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I thought this might be fitting :)

 
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Jean4

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12:30. Love you Moon. :heart:
 
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goodbye, it's hard to know that you will never be with us again on this forum, sharing your kindness and compassion, but i'm glad that you are finally finding peace.

we never got to talk but i would've loved to, you seem like such an amazing person to be honest, too late now i guess.

today is a night with a full, beautiful moon, i'll think of you when i see it. i'm also planning to go on a full moon night, maybe i'll find you there.
 
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Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
Nov 4, 2019
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I am so sorry you're life did not give you the people , understanding, and support you needed. So many people here are in so much pain, but have so much empathy. Imagine if we all lived on an island, just compassion and love and support and understanding. No outside world, no cold emotionless people that have no clue...

If there are no words that can be said to make you stay, I wish you to have a calm and peaceful journey, and may whatever is beyond this life be far kinder to you.

You can always stay with us, help bring more light into this place.

If you go... I will pray it be fast , peaceful, and painless and that you end up in a better place, but so many of us would love it if you stayed. I know you have been fighting for a long time, I know you're hurting. I am sorry I don't have the power to take your pain and fix it all for you...

This is the moon from where I am, right now. Obscured by clouds but still glowing brightly. Maybe that is you a bright moon covered by clouds, but those clouds will be gone in time, and maybe the clouds that have darkened your light can pass too. Maybe good things can still happen, maybe it truly is darkest before the dawn...

I'm sorry, I respect your choice. I just hate to see you leave...

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Moonicide

Moonicide

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Nov 19, 2019
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Just drank it. Tastes like really salty sea water like people have said. My throat burns, eeeek.
My heart is beating fast. Stomach burns. Body feels so warm. Going to lay down.

Love you all... Please remember me.
 
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Jean4

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Just drank it. Tastes like really salty sea water like people have said. My throat burns, eeeek.
My heart is beating fast. Stomach burns. Body feels so warm. Going to lay down.

Love you all... Please remember me.
Stan is waiting. We love you.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Sneaking away from work once more to send you loves, May your journey be a peaceful one. EAE382AB 60F4 49DB A654 FE44829FD9DB
 
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OrangeLounge

OrangeLounge

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Just drank it. Tastes like really salty sea water like people have said. My throat burns, eeeek.
My heart is beating fast. Stomach burns. Body feels so warm. Going to lay down.

Love you all... Please remember me.
You're too wonderful to be forgotten.
 
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APharmaDestroyedLife

APharmaDestroyedLife

Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
Nov 4, 2019
305
Just drank it. Tastes like really salty sea water like people have said. My throat burns, eeeek.
My heart is beating fast. Stomach burns. Body feels so warm. Going to lay down.
Remember you can still bail out. This is 100% reversible at this point.
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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Just drank it. Tastes like really salty sea water like people have said. My throat burns, eeeek.
My heart is beating fast. Stomach burns. Body feels so warm. Going to lay down.

Love you all... Please remember me.
I won't say goodbye, but I will say I'll never forget you.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
Just drank it. Tastes like really salty sea water like people have said. My throat burns, eeeek.
My heart is beating fast. Stomach burns. Body feels so warm. Going to lay down.

Love you all... Please remember me.
Love you girl, I'll be thinking of you. Rest easy now, it's all going to be okay.
 
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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

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Nov 4, 2019
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"If you love someone, let them go" ❤️
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
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We'll never forget you. Promise.
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
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Love you, Moon... Safe travels. :heart: :aw: :hug:
 

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nitrogen

Schrödinger's cat
Nov 5, 2019
339
You'll be in my thought every time I look up and see the moon. :heart: Rest in peace, my dear.

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