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hershberger

hershberger

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Dec 28, 2019
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We are selfish by nature and want you around. Having said that, if you have made your final decision...just know we are thinking of you and hoping you pass in the way you wish.
 
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LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
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Whenever I see moonlight shimmering across water, I will think of you.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
Went outside and threw out the remaining things I wanted gone, but something really caught my attention. When I was walking down to the garbage bin, there was no wind, no nothing, but then I suddenly felt the wind follow me as I walked and suddenly the chimes started making noises... It's silly, I know. But I feel like it knows it is my time. Can't shake this feeling.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Went outside and threw out the remaining things I wanted gone, but something really caught my attention. When I was walking down to the garbage bin, there was no wind, no nothing, but then I suddenly felt the wind follow me as I walked and suddenly the chimes started making noises... It's silly, I know. But I feel like it knows it is my time. Can't shake this feeling.
We want you to feel peaceful in your choice--if it helps you, that's all that matters.
 
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Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
In a little over an hour you stop fluids. You don't have to do this and I want you to stay. :wink:

Thank you for reminding me, love. I have set an alarm clock for every step, I'll be withdrawing fluids in a few minutes.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Moon we are back and here for you!!
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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Back on! Sneaking away from work to send you a hug :heart:
 
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Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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Farmmaa

Farmmaa

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Dec 4, 2019
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I hope we didn't all miss you Moon !! :aw:
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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@Moonicide tell us you are still here. I'll let Stan know you are coming.
 
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
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I'm trying to fight back tears right now..
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
My time is almost near. I've taken 1000mg Ibuprofen and 1000mg Gabapentin. I'm feeling pretty alright so far. Next step will be 800mg Tagament.
A dear friend of mine, @Lotus1818 is currently in a call with me and will be documenting my ctb. As I've wanted to give back to this community for educational purposes, in life and in death. :heart:

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Carina

Carina

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We were all thinking of you! I'm so glad the site came up before hand. I hope you have a peaceful time! :heart:
 
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Moonicide

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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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My time is almost near. I've taken 1000mg Ibuprofen and 1000mg Gabapentin. I'm feeling pretty alright so far. Next step will be 800mg Tagament.
A dear friend of mine, @Lotus1818 is currently in a call with me and will be documenting my ctb. As I've wanted to give back to this community for educational purposes, in life and in death. :heart:

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Stan crashed the site letting us know he is here. :heart:
It isn't too late. You can go with him or stay with me.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
We were all thinking of you! I'm so glad the site came up before hand. I hope you have a peaceful time! :heart:
I'm glad too. I would've been so sad to have left you all without saying one last final goodbye... My heart hurts thinking of that, but my dear friend would have left you all a message indicating I was okay and at peace. I love you all so much. :heart:

Stan crashed the site letting us know he is here. :heart:
It isn't too late. You can go with him or stay with me.

Hi, Stan! I'll be seeing you soon and I'll give you a hug for Jean. :heart:
Thank you, love. I wish things could have been different, I would have loved to stay with you all.
 
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zeroambition

Recovered
Nov 3, 2019
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I'll be thinking of you tonight.. Hugs ❤️
 
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pandora

Member
Sep 21, 2019
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This forum really demonstrates the depth of human goodness. While the "outside world" judges and restricts others, our community offers safe, compassionate, judgement-free acceptance. As a result, I believe we see one another's vulnerable truths: their real selves. And thus, despite the purpose of this forum, our hearts still hurt when we see these good-bye posts, and realize the loving souls who have so much to offer the world have been shut down time and again, to the point where death is the only way to ease their physical and emotional suffering. What a horrific shame. Imagine if society offered what we all appreciate in this forum: the freedom to be ourselves, no matter what that looks like and regardless if it conforms to some preconceived notion of "normal". Perhaps those like Moonicide, with such honest, giving, and pure souls could find the peace they so deserve through living.

Unfortunately, we don't live in such a world, and never will. So, fly free Moonicide. You deserve the all the comfort and peace this world was unable to give you. Safe travels.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
972
Thinking of you, Moon :hug:
 
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Sunshine

Sunshine

Student
Jan 11, 2019
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I'm glad too. I would've been so sad to have left you all without saying one last final goodbye... My heart hurts thinking of that, but my dear friend would have left you all a message indicating I was okay and at peace. I love you all so much. :heart:



Hi, Stan! I'll be seeing you soon and I'll give you a hug for Jean. :heart:
Thank you, love. I wish things could have been different, I would have loved to stay with you all.

I really love the Moon. Have you been able to see the Moon for one last time? Also, if you don't do it tonight I think we will all be happy if you come back to us! Documenting this all though is beautiful in a sad way.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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justwantdeath

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Dec 13, 2019
78
I'll say a prayer for you to be with our heavenly Father.
 
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Kira

Kira

Same stuff, different day
Apr 27, 2018
130
We've never really spoken to each other, but I always looked forward to reading your posts, and just through that you've touched my heart in many ways. I'm not the best at expressing myself or wording things like this, but I want you to know that I love you and will miss you dearly, even if I am a stranger, haha. It might not mean much but whenever I look up at the moon I'll definitely be thinking of you, and that makes the moon itself even more beautiful. It's a shame that things turned out this way, but I'm really glad you're finally able to find peace and be free. If by chance there is an afterlife, I do hope we'll be able to meet someday.
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
972
Goodbye Moon. We're gonna miss you.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
I hope you find peace, Moon. I'm going to miss you. Keep on shining. :heart:
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,558
Is there anything we can do for you?
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Wishing you safe travels once again :heart: :heart:
 
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SanitySalvage

SanitySalvage

The Ugliest King
Jan 11, 2020
22
I've been following the thread a while now but I just couldn't figure out what to say...I still don't. But something is better than nothing I think. I wish you peace and only the very best ❤️
 
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