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Torch

Torch

My mind is filled with despair
Mar 18, 2023
122
Welp, my time has come. Thank you all for your help, kindness, and support. It means a lot to me and I appreciate everything you all have done. I hope you all find the peace and tranquility you're looking for. 💙

I'll take 28g SN in 65ml water around midnight. Been fasting food & liquid since last night, got low blood sugar and did have to have a few apple slices around noon est, hope that's okay.

6 hours before: 500mg Tylenol, 10mg meto done 4:00pm
4 hours before: 600mg Ibuprofen, 10mg meto
2 hours before: 500mg Tylenol, 10mg meto
1 hour before: 40mg famotidine, 75mg Benadryl, 10mg meto, 0.5mg xanax
30 minutes before: 800mg Ibuprofen, 500mg Tylenol, 75mg Benadryl, 3tbs Pepto Bismol, 500mg Cephalexin, 0.5mg xanax, 30mg meto, 16mg zofran.
0 minutes before: 25mg Benadryl, 2tbs Pepto Bismol, 0.5mg xanax, 28g Sodium Nitrite in 50ml of water

Absolutely overkill, whatever.
Mods delate account in 24 hours if I don't post again after taking the SN.

Thank you all again. ❤️
 
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depressedlover

In Transit waiting for the bus
Apr 12, 2023
178
I hope you find the peace you're seeking.❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,593
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for.
 
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dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
Man that was fast. I'm sorry life brought you to this point hope you have peace. Were here what ever you decide. I'll be back on around that time if you want to talk. Best wishes and thoughts your way.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,235
Godspeed.
 
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pompompurin

girls like us are rotten to the core
Apr 27, 2023
154
Farewell, I wish you a peaceful ride :heart:
 
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SantasHelper

Living the ‘gift’ of life
Apr 14, 2023
58
I hope you find peace 🫶🏻
 
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Torch

Torch

My mind is filled with despair
Mar 18, 2023
122
Man that was fast. I'm sorry life brought you to this point hope you have peace. Were here what ever you decide. I'll be back on around that time if you want to talk. Best wishes and thoughts your way.
Thank you for your kind words. I've lurked on SaSu since probably summer 2022. Never signed up until I decided on SN, then IC went down. Finally have my way out, not wasting anytime.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏💛
 
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Amaterasu

When It Ends
Apr 7, 2023
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See you on the other side Torch ❤️
 
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CicadaShell

Member
Apr 26, 2023
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Hope you find your peace ❤️
 
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kwho

Student
Apr 29, 2023
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Godspeed, brother.
 
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DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
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Sorry to see you go @Torch ,wishing you a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Apr 1, 2023
454
Hope you find peace good luck!
 
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Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
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I wish you a peaceful journey. Rest well. Thinking of you.
 
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poisonousspit

Fairy
Apr 11, 2023
17
i hope you find peace that you deserve. may everything go smoothly. ❤️
 
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Student
Apr 16, 2023
136
I wish you finally reach the peace you are looking for 🤍
 
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Feb 6, 2020
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I wish you peace 💗
 
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Apr 17, 2023
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Good luck, I hope you find peace :heart::heart:
 
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Abdullah

Member
Apr 20, 2023
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Wishing you the smoothest bus ride to the other side, my friend. ✌️♥️
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,322
I hope you have a peaceful escape.
 
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EyeHearMusic

Member
Mar 8, 2023
11
Welp, my time has come. Thank you all for your help, kindness, and support. It means a lot to me and I appreciate everything you all have done. I hope you all find the peace and tranquility you're looking for. 💙

I'll take 28g SN in 65ml water around midnight. Been fasting food & liquid since last night, got low blood sugar and did have to have a few apple slices around noon est, hope that's okay.

6 hours before: 500mg Tylenol, 10mg meto done 4:00pm
4 hours before: 600mg Ibuprofen, 10mg meto
2 hours before: 500mg Tylenol, 10mg meto
1 hour before: 40mg famotidine, 75mg Benadryl, 10mg meto, 0.5mg xanax
30 minutes before: 800mg Ibuprofen, 500mg Tylenol, 75mg Benadryl, 3tbs Pepto Bismol, 500mg Cephalexin, 0.5mg xanax, 30mg meto, 16mg zofran.
0 minutes before: 25mg Benadryl, 2tbs Pepto Bismol, 0.5mg xanax, 28g Sodium Nitrite in 50ml of water

Absolutely overkill, whatever.
Mods delate account in 24 hours if I don't post again after taking the SN.

Thank you all again. ❤️


Have you had the oreo shake from Jack in the Box?
 
TheLastStraw10

TheLastStraw10

wandering the stars
Apr 27, 2023
9
Welp, my time has come. Thank you all for your help, kindness, and support. It means a lot to me and I appreciate everything you all have done. I hope you all find the peace and tranquility you're looking for. 💙

I'll take 28g SN in 65ml water around midnight. Been fasting food & liquid since last night, got low blood sugar and did have to have a few apple slices around noon est, hope that's okay.

6 hours before: 500mg Tylenol, 10mg meto done 4:00pm
4 hours before: 600mg Ibuprofen, 10mg meto
2 hours before: 500mg Tylenol, 10mg meto
1 hour before: 40mg famotidine, 75mg Benadryl, 10mg meto, 0.5mg xanax
30 minutes before: 800mg Ibuprofen, 500mg Tylenol, 75mg Benadryl, 3tbs Pepto Bismol, 500mg Cephalexin, 0.5mg xanax, 30mg meto, 16mg zofran.
0 minutes before: 25mg Benadryl, 2tbs Pepto Bismol, 0.5mg xanax, 28g Sodium Nitrite in 50ml of water

Absolutely overkill, whatever.
Mods delate account in 24 hours if I don't post again after taking the SN.

Thank you all again. ❤️
Hope it is swift. Farewell, friend :)
 
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dwindlingfirst

dwindlingfirst

Too worthless to live, too scared to die
Apr 24, 2023
85
Welp, my time has come. Thank you all for your help, kindness, and support. It means a lot to me and I appreciate everything you all have done. I hope you all find the peace and tranquility you're looking for. 💙

I'll take 28g SN in 65ml water around midnight. Been fasting food & liquid since last night, got low blood sugar and did have to have a few apple slices around noon est, hope that's okay.

6 hours before: 500mg Tylenol, 10mg meto done 4:00pm
4 hours before: 600mg Ibuprofen, 10mg meto
2 hours before: 500mg Tylenol, 10mg meto
1 hour before: 40mg famotidine, 75mg Benadryl, 10mg meto, 0.5mg xanax
30 minutes before: 800mg Ibuprofen, 500mg Tylenol, 75mg Benadryl, 3tbs Pepto Bismol, 500mg Cephalexin, 0.5mg xanax, 30mg meto, 16mg zofran.
0 minutes before: 25mg Benadryl, 2tbs Pepto Bismol, 0.5mg xanax, 28g Sodium Nitrite in 50ml of water

Absolutely overkill, whatever.
Mods delate account in 24 hours if I don't post again after taking the SN.

Thank you all again. ❤️
Wish you peace and a swift painless journey. If God is there, may He welcome you into His Kingdom, or if any afterlife, I hope there you find peace and rest.
 
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quietxconfessions

Member
Apr 14, 2023
23
I wish you well. Can I ask why Cephalexin?
 
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Mortadelo

Arcanist
Apr 19, 2023
430
Farewell, good luck :heart:
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sorrowful

My exhaustion knows no end
Feb 13, 2023
256
i wish you a peaceful ride 🤍
 
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Chunchi

Member
Apr 9, 2023
20
Welp, my time has come. Thank you all for your help, kindness, and support. It means a lot to me and I appreciate everything you all have done. I hope you all find the peace and tranquility you're looking for. 💙

I'll take 28g SN in 65ml water around midnight. Been fasting food & liquid since last night, got low blood sugar and did have to have a few apple slices around noon est, hope that's okay.

6 hours before: 500mg Tylenol, 10mg meto done 4:00pm
4 hours before: 600mg Ibuprofen, 10mg meto
2 hours before: 500mg Tylenol, 10mg meto
1 hour before: 40mg famotidine, 75mg Benadryl, 10mg meto, 0.5mg xanax
30 minutes before: 800mg Ibuprofen, 500mg Tylenol, 75mg Benadryl, 3tbs Pepto Bismol, 500mg Cephalexin, 0.5mg xanax, 30mg meto, 16mg zofran.
0 minutes before: 25mg Benadryl, 2tbs Pepto Bismol, 0.5mg xanax, 28g Sodium Nitrite in 50ml of water

Absolutely overkill, whatever.
Mods delate account in 24 hours if I don't post again after taking the SN.

Thank you all again. ❤️
Love you man i hope it all goes well. Remember its never too late to rethink it but i leave it up to you to decide. All the love man i hope you find peace<33
 
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warriorofeld

Traveller, beyond this marker lies midworld
Mar 22, 2023
129
Hope it's swift and smooth
 
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Torch

Torch

My mind is filled with despair
Mar 18, 2023
122
Hey all, thank you so much for the kind words. It means a lot. I'm doing okay, I got my schedule wrong, will take the SN around 10 est. Just watching some tv, they better have law & order in the afterlife.
 
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