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h3u8e7u

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Jul 13, 2025
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Hello there 🙂, I want to Livestream my action for research\educational purposes. For those who want to know how it looks like and maybe follow suit (or not, shall it look too distressing). But I don't yet have a good idea on how to livestream safely and uninterrupted by platforms. Internet connection and camera wont be an issue

I made my own protocol based on research
(through mainly The Peaceful Pill Handbook, Sodium nitrite and digoxin intoxication clinical case reports, And sodium nitrite suicide videos)

My protocol includes:
Antiemetics: Metoclopramide, Ondansetron, Meclizine
Sodium nitrite: inside enteric capsules (in order to delay its action until the narcotic components kick in);
Digoxin: (so as to deceive authorities away from SN, so to avoid possible efforts to restrict the access to the substance for future suicidal people) I'll leave the packages laying around in the hotel bathroom.
High doses of Opioids and Benzos: to make me unconscious and numb before the SN and Digoxin kick in.
 
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If 8chan still exists maybe that.buts its full of CSEM/CSAM so I wouldn't recommend going there. Obscure fire sites usually don't care. Gore fetishists love a good bloody suicide (obviously legally speaking I'm not recommending you do this)
 
hmnow

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Jul 29, 2025
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Hello there 🙂, I want to Livestream my action for research\educational purposes. For those who want to know how it looks like and maybe follow suit (or not, shall it look too distressing). But I don't yet have a good idea on how to livestream safely and uninterrupted by platforms. Internet connection and camera wont be an issue

I made my own protocol based on research
(through mainly The Peaceful Pill Handbook, Sodium nitrite and digoxin intoxication clinical case reports, And sodium nitrite suicide videos)

My protocol includes:
Antiemetics: Metoclopramide, Ondansetron, Meclizine
Sodium nitrite: inside enteric capsules (in order to delay its action until the narcotic components kick in);
Digoxin: (so as to deceive authorities away from SN, so to avoid possible efforts to restrict the access to the substance for future suicidal people) I'll leave the packages laying around in the hotel bathroom.
High doses of Opioids and Benzos: to make me unconscious and numb before the SN and Digoxin kick in.
probably best to uploade it with an automated service that will stop the video, and upload it after a certain length of time. Then you send out a delayed message on a server to people you know will look at it - and distribute it - if that is what you want

for a live feed for a small group - a zoom like service would be good - they'd see you die in real time
 
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Jul 13, 2025
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probably best to uploade it with an automated service that will stop the video, and upload it after a certain length of time. Then you send out a delayed message on a server to people you know will look at it - and distribute it - if that is what you want

for a live feed for a small group - a zoom like service would be good - they'd see you die in real time
Yep. I saw a video of a girl dubbed 'strawberry panic'. She was in a video call with a friend on whatsapp who recorded the call and then uploaded it to the internet. I want to do something similar. Exit International used to have a channel for live streams but I don't think they still do that.

However, I don't know when I'm going to do it yet. The probability that I'll do it in the next few years is like 90%. When the day gets closer I'll look for volunteers to record the video call and then post it here.

I won't rely on automated task, the chances of something going wrong is too high.

Fun fact: I live in the same country as the Strawberry girl: Brazil. buying chemicals here is as easy as buying candy. A few years ago i bought 1L of sulphuric acid and 1L of formic acid. I was going to mix them and generate carbon monoxide. But I gave up on that idea. My point is: even highly pure sulphuric acid, which is quite dangerous, is easily obtainable and shipped through the mail here. Lol
 
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Yep. I saw a video of a girl dubbed 'strawberry panic'. She was in a video call with a friend on whatsapp who recorded the call and then uploaded it to the internet. I want to do something similar. Exit International used to have a channel for live streams but I don't think they still do that.

However, I don't know when I'm going to do it yet. The probability that I'll do it in the next few years is like 90%. When the day gets closer I'll look for volunteers to record the video call and then post it here.

I won't rely on automated task, the chances of something going wrong is too high.

Fun fact: I live in the same country as the Strawberry girl: Brazil. buying chemicals here is as easy as buying candy. A few years ago i bought 1L of sulphuric acid and 1L of formic acid. I was going to mix them and generate carbon monoxide. But I gave up on that idea. My point is: even highly pure sulphuric acid, which is quite dangerous, is easily obtainable and shipped through the mail here. Lol
automated tasks are reliable - as long as you test and do some runthroughs to get it right - its my approach - and then I find reliable people to upload to other sites after I am gone
 
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even highly pure sulphuric acid, which is quite dangerous, is easily obtainable and shipped through the mail here. Lol
Exactly. It's not hard to find elsewhere, either.
 
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Yep. I saw a video of a girl dubbed 'strawberry panic'. She was in a video call with a friend on whatsapp who recorded the call and then uploaded it to the internet. I want to do something similar. Exit International used to have a channel for live streams but I don't think they still do that.

However, I don't know when I'm going to do it yet. The probability that I'll do it in the next few years is like 90%. When the day gets closer I'll look for volunteers to record the video call and then post it here.

I won't rely on automated task, the chances of something going wrong is too high.

Fun fact: I live in the same country as the Strawberry girl: Brazil. buying chemicals here is as easy as buying candy. A few years ago i bought 1L of sulphuric acid and 1L of formic acid. I was going to mix them and generate carbon monoxide. But I gave up on that idea. My point is: even highly pure sulphuric acid, which is quite dangerous, is easily obtainable and shipped through the mail here. Lol
My method of live-streaming is to do it on a zoom call to a treated friend who is willing to upload it

I have also tested recording the call that is saved in a specidic files location. I then have it auto upload any new file to a public directory

The public file location is distributed to people who want to see it

I tested it and it worked famously.

Now is just about getting the courage up to hang myseld
 

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