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Suicide Discussion

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Venting It doesn't get better
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1
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486
Maw
Maw
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SN source
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1
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391
Maw
Maw
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Why do I keep falling for it
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4
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398
SoulCage
SoulCage
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Help Permanent brain damage from failed attempt?
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2
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719
Doctor_Autistic
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TerriblySadDay
I will CTB but i keep seeing my self failing
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7
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470
nikkei
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scarletrat
Venting im so tired
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6
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410
scarletrat
scarletrat
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Damn cowardice
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3
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351
L'absent
L'absent
swankysoup
Acquiring antiemetics for the SN
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10
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824
rameshkrishna1976
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Dmc packing
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0
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214
howunfortunateforme
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Leyna
  • Question
Remaining questions
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2
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586
Plato'sCaveDweller
Plato'sCaveDweller
TiredofLife-Thanks
Just venting, my chest feels heavy
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1
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298
mrs.happybirthday
mrs.happybirthday
lv-nii
Venting A friend's visit
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0
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308
lv-nii
lv-nii
S
Story Ready to go this week
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4
Views
690
simplesimon93
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D
Help Backup method for suicide
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0
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421
Doctor_Autistic
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Dmc
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0
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257
howunfortunateforme
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Carabiner instead of slipknot?
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0
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459
ctbsd24
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NoPoint2Life
Is it anhedonia or something else?
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3
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638
NoPoint2Life
NoPoint2Life
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Helium method?
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2
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1K
Unspoken7612
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Maw
Help Is there a methods megathread?
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4
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1K
LunarLight
LunarLight
luvpup
Venting never tell
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4
Views
587
hellworldprincess
hellworldprincess
AwakeTooLong
Discussion Do you find yourself constantly thinking about the past and how things could've been different?
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16
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621
Kali_Yuga13
Kali_Yuga13
sisyphean-nightmare
Venting I hate news articles about suicide
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4
Views
697
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
daisyrandone
it hurts to see others happy
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18
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1K
feeling_the_pull
feeling_the_pull
zekeyaeger
Venting SN, Antiemetics and Painkillers are here with me now. I just need to fast for the next day and it will be over.
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3
Views
342
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Hanging spots
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5
Views
855
nextstepdeath
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W
Certain Music Being So Unbearable That I Want to Commit Suicide
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1
Views
352
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ondine0000ff
  • Poll
Should I quit before ctb?
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5
Views
477
Ondine0000ff
Ondine0000ff
needthebus
Exhausted Tired Unhappy Scared Weak
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1
Views
296
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting I feel like I don't exist
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2
Views
321
dreamfyre
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figcitylightscookie
Is anyone here from Jordan?
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0
Views
189
figcitylightscookie
figcitylightscookie
feeling_the_pull
Hi
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1
Views
304
AwakeTooLong
AwakeTooLong
Punpun Onodera
Venting Does anyone else get a sick feeling when thinking of being alive
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10
Views
565
etherealspring
etherealspring
Spectre
I had a bad experience with 21 g of SN. Maybe just mega dosing a large amount will be best.
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14
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2K
Amarajoy
Amarajoy
Plato'sCaveDweller
  • Question
Help Are Antiemetics really necessary with SN?
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27
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2K
Amarajoy
Amarajoy
qualityOV3Rquantity
My illness might get worse, and if I work on my mental health it might just be more emotionally painful to commit suicide later.
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5
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534
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lack
i ordered some stuff for my plan to ctb!
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2
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423
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ww42
Finally ordered DMC after my last site didnt work out, hope it actually gets delivered this time
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1
Views
321
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
The Tablet
Venting might order a hitman to ctb — thoughts?
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3
Views
388
Awesomefoid67
Awesomefoid67
Reflection
I frankly don't know why I am still alive
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1
Views
262
sevennn
sevennn
Awesomefoid67
Method SN amount based on body weight?
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4
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536
radar311
radar311
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Venting Im tired of my family abusing me, i clearly had enough, i have to literally browse this site daily to hopefully one day
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7
Views
477
FriendDeath
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Maw
Discussion My dream is a double suicide
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15
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985
Maw
Maw
whispers-of-sanity
Tonight is the night
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15
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1K
hadenoughscotland
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Rudeus_Greyrat
I really don’t see the point
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0
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326
Rudeus_Greyrat
Rudeus_Greyrat
lxci
Venting I am terrified of attachment
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5
Views
651
passer-by
passer-by
MBiopic
Venting none of this is real and i have to wake up i have a choice
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12
Views
714
Alabaster
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R
Hello, im new here
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1
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371
petiterat
petiterat
Siyyu__Meow!
Help How do DMC packages arrive
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2
Views
404
Siyyu__Meow!
Siyyu__Meow!
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Method Want to leave
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8
Views
876
Mt1712
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LongLegs24
Venting Hey all! I’m new to the forum. Anyone else here bc they’re terminally ill?
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3
Views
469
tpboy
tpboy
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