Venting I’m living on borrowed time

[BlueButterfly111]

Tired of it all, bored of it all. Tired of living, breathing, eating, crapping, all of it. Tired of waking up, getting out of bed. I'm literally living on borrowed time, because if the Sn would've arrived already, I would've already been dead. And I will be, as soon as it arrives. None of this is worth anything without my boyfriend who passed away anyway. There's nothing for me to do here, I'm living on borrowed time.

 

[ForeverCaHa]

Waiting for the time to come is difficult. It's so frustrating being so close to the end but still not being able to do it. It's like the universe is taunting us.

We just need to trust that our opportunity to reunite with those we've lost is coming soon.

Sending love, take care

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also feel so tired of it all, I just want to fall asleep permanently and never exist ever again, I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.