Venting Dealing with loneliness studying abroad

[amomentspeace]

I've been living and studying abroad for 5 weeks now. I came with a group of people from the same university tho I miserably failed at making friends with them. They're always making plans to go out and I'm so embarrassed of trying to tag along, especially when I never went out drinking before. Dealing with house chores is tedious and I can't find the energy or whatever to make food. I feel overwhelmed even tho I'm skipping most classes. I wrote something very cringey on my notebook the other day and I think the person next to me caught a glimpse. I think my group mates look at me with some kind of disgust/pity on their eyes, plus everything in this damn country costs an arm and a leg