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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
death137
I’m going to dropout again
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10
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919
Alcoholic Teletubby
Alcoholic Teletubby
clawsofperdition
Help N during daytime
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3
Views
430
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
Oblivion Access
Does it ever hit you?
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3
Views
372
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
ojinzo
Money can't buy happiness
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10
Views
534
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
PlushieLover
Venting My goal was to kill myself this month but I'm a pussy.
Replies
18
Views
1K
Deadly_Intention
Deadly_Intention
nihilism44
Love keeping me from leaving
Replies
8
Views
413
cemetorium
cemetorium
SuicidalRN
Venting 1:30am, drive 3 hours back home?
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3
Views
446
SuicidalRN
SuicidalRN
orange
Venting getting glimpses of normalcy almost makes it worse
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3
Views
380
OldDrummer
O
rudebeat
I'm going to do the fast for sn tonight and decide if I want to die when the time comes. I thought reaching out to old friends would help but I failed
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4
Views
569
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StarryStarry
DISCONNECTED FROM SELF
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3
Views
361
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Venting Doesn't stop
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7
Views
444
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting Venting again.... Sorry... Consent to life
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2
Views
457
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Istanbulite
Venting I just don't get people who were suicidal BEFORE the pandemic and not now
Replies
40
Views
1K
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
BeautifulMosaics
Venting Why do I push myself into triggering situations? Why am I STILL here with everything that is working against me? I can't do this anymore.
Replies
5
Views
423
Someone123
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W
Venting I guess I will never get involved in a romantic relationship.
Replies
58
Views
2K
O_oreo.
O_oreo.
L
Discussion What are you going to do before CTB?
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31
Views
1K
Someone123
S
L
This place is the only that that saves my life right now
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7
Views
987
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Venting Lost a potential job
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5
Views
447
Parnate
P
Fadeawaaaay
Do you want to live? But can’t see how?
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3
Views
407
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Cockney_Rebel
Lots of people on here appear to want to die: Do you have any diagnoses? Physical or psychological, which is making you want to CTB?
Replies
75
Views
4K
O_oreo.
O_oreo.
Ravel
the fact that I exist makes me angry
Replies
4
Views
354
whatevs
whatevs
A
Drinking SN
Replies
9
Views
691
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
N
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1
Views
413
t87
T
Pain In The Ass
Is anyone aware of the story surrounding this suicide song?
Replies
0
Views
372
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
B
Discussion 2 or 3 borttles of N
Replies
1
Views
369
Darkover
Darkover
I
Combining N/sleeping pills and SN?
Replies
24
Views
870
balshoi77
B
C
Partial hanging
Replies
6
Views
638
freelifexit
freelifexit
edu0z
Solo muerete
Replies
1
Views
241
whatevs
whatevs
B
Can you ever be totally sure?
Replies
5
Views
659
bigfishlittlefish
B
rudebeat
Anyone have any idea how long sn can be used for ctb after mixing the drink?
Replies
3
Views
337
Graytaichi
G
A
Thing about sn
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4
Views
982
Graytaichi
G
Tintypographer
Article in Psychiatric Times
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8
Views
797
Tintypographer
Tintypographer
SuicidalRN
Venting This PTSD is too much to handle (vent)
Replies
7
Views
424
SuicidalRN
SuicidalRN
clawsofperdition
N legitimacy
Replies
2
Views
554
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
P
gone soon
Replies
6
Views
460
downndone2
D
°Celsuis_Caesar
Help Have everything but still want to CTB, is that alright? Or… rash.
Replies
21
Views
974
Kismet
Kismet
lmon
  • Question
Method Food grade nitrogen vs pure argon
Replies
5
Views
991
NSA
NSA
heirofvoid
Venting i honestly shouldn't have expected to get any help here
Replies
9
Views
1K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
K
How much does the huge increase in hyper-violent crime impact your decision to peacefully self-deliver?
Replies
2
Views
352
CommitSudoku
C
L
Help Anxiety worsening nausea when drinking SN
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3
Views
449
CommitSudoku
C
Josuyo
When you have a lot in life, its easy to tell others who have so little that it will get better
Replies
5
Views
393
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
I
How to be pro-choice and not feel horrible all the time?
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3
Views
300
CommitSudoku
C
cemetorium
Just discovered my friend might have used SS
Replies
4
Views
841
cemetorium
cemetorium
Lost Magic
Lonely Death
Replies
18
Views
703
Rational man
Rational man
FractalTears
Im glad this place exists
Replies
5
Views
324
Rational man
Rational man
hopelessgirl
Discussion Why do you think suicidal thoughts in the human species evolved?
Replies
21
Views
809
s66
S
_Minsk
anyone going to smoke/drink before ctb?
Replies
22
Views
987
Squalo
Squalo
Anxieyote
Venting The hotline didn’t respond.
Replies
16
Views
634
Anxieyote
Anxieyote
P
Help Writing a Note
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19
Views
547
Someone123
S
LittleCloud
Method Why is partial hanging less effective?
Replies
18
Views
3K
Someone123
S
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