Learning contact for N from PPH contact is fake just after I finally responded to first email from them

[inthewoods]

Y'all… I am ready. I emailed the source jn February, today I reached out and email bounced back. Downloaded the newest PPH from this forum and it says the person is a scammer.

I don't know where to go now. This was my security blanket and a way for me to do this on my terms and now it's gone. I don't want my mom to think of me with my head blown off, I want her to think of me as finally st leave falling asleep.

Looking for help. Honestly my first thought was to rob the local vet and just do it that night. Sounds terrible but, this is such a blow.

 

[whitefeather]

SN is available

 

[jude502]

Even vets are using other cocktails. If you go that route make sure they even have it. Its a gamble but Bolivia / Peru and bribes might be way to go.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be very devastating. It seems as though as time goes on the more ideal methods are becoming more difficult to access. But this is not surprising to me as after all we live in a world so focused on prolonging suffering and of course it's unfair how the animals in the vet are allowed N but not us. I envy those who are able to have a death which is like never waking again. I wish you freedom.