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[salvatuamor]

i wish i could commit suicide over and over, do it different ways, experience the relief multiple times over. self harming isnt enough anymore. i have so many methods i want to try. i want to see how my loved ones react. why can i only do it once.

 

[Huntfish34]

I'm sorry but I don't quite understand.

 

[salvatuamor]

I'm sorry but I don't quite understand.

i want to chug bleach and die, but then wake up. then i want to slit my wrists and bleed out, die, and then wake up. i want to experience death many times over. i want to have the relief of death over and over.

 

[achromatic]

Yeah can't relate

 

[lifeORdeath]

No I cannot relate,I have enough trouble doing it once..and it won't be a wonderful experience no matter how peaceful it may be. There is no one I want to hurt, I just want my brain to stop messing with me and for the fear to end

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, in an ideal world I would never want to experience any dying process, I would just like to pass away in my sleep, that would certainly be ideal. While the thought of being dead is extremely comforting to me, the thought of actually going through a dying process unless it's by a very peaceful method sounds rather awful. But I know that for certain if I actually managed to go through with ctb I certainly wouldn't want to be placed back into this world to experience it all again, sounds like such a nightmare.
But I've never really been into any kind of self harm, I guess that we are all different.

 

[👁️👃👁️]

Take some Amanita Muscaria mushrooms or smoke some DMT. You'll die over and over again.

 

[Lonerzepam]

Take some Amanita Muscaria mushrooms or smoke some DMT. You'll die over and over again.

Hahaha that's the funniest shit I've ever seen here xD

 

[lifeisadream]

i wish i could commit suicide over and over, do it different ways, experience the relief multiple times over. self harming isnt enough anymore. i have so many methods i want to try. i want to see how my loved ones react. why can i only do it once.

Sounds like you've got a bucket list containing ways to die.

 

[Mofreeko]

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No, you just said something that turns suicide into some kind of game. Suicide isn't easy for any of us and we want to go as painlessly as possible to escape our shitty lives. You coming in here and saying "I wish I could try ALL the suicides and see how each one effects the torment of my loved ones tee hee!" That's such a disgusting thing to say, especially to people who are already extremely guilty about how their own loved ones will react once they're gone. Fuck you.