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Suicide Discussion

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lostmylove
Venting Nightmares/ intrusive thoughts
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7
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666
lostmylove
lostmylove
ashfall
Will 50ml of N be enough to kill me?
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2
Views
452
CassieHoward
CassieHoward
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Getting the last bits together
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11
Views
433
lostmylove
lostmylove
bad luck
CTB this week (April 4 to 8)
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12
Views
533
bad luck
bad luck
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N and antipsychotics
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7
Views
559
Hercules
Hercules
Sadboyspecimen
I just can't ever learn
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9
Views
447
Yann
Yann
bloodfallsfirst
Jumping from a parking garage - mental block
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5
Views
502
Chiisai
Chiisai
lostmylove
Help Question about n
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8
Views
550
watchingthewheels
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bloodfallsfirst
He said you don't have empathy
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17
Views
729
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Method Experiment with CO2 inhalation
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0
Views
769
Hateyouprolife
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lostmylove
Story Why I gotta go
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25
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1K
lostmylove
lostmylove
jimmy7754
Emotions in the way - sadness, anger
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3
Views
286
Rational man
Rational man
LostAllHope88
Goodbye Thread?
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31
Views
2K
y0dha
y0dha
its-about-time
Story Putting a dog down vs ctb, also a friend found a dead body in the river
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8
Views
781
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
jimmy7754
Spring isn’t helping me
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8
Views
426
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SpaceCadet
I guess i won't die alone
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6
Views
647
Chiisai
Chiisai
Amumu
Staying alive because of masochism
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6
Views
532
Amumu
Amumu
lmon
Method Does anyone know where i can get nitrogen delivered to my house?
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1
Views
630
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
Bot
Venting why do humans have to be so cruel?
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4
Views
533
TakeMeBack07
TakeMeBack07
erdbeeren
  • Locked
Help Seriously considering hurting others before I go
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92
Views
5K
ornitier199
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goingcrazy123
Ordered SN.
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26
Views
1K
atdeathsdoor
atdeathsdoor
atdeathsdoor
death using helium help
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11
Views
1K
atdeathsdoor
atdeathsdoor
E
Getting unsure?
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13
Views
476
myopybyproxy
M
CaramelDragon
How did you feel the hours after a failed attempt?
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12
Views
589
heirofvoid
heirofvoid
Lost Magic
Discussion Do you admire someone that you would consider a true hero?
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9
Views
462
dreambound
dreambound
its-about-time
Discussion Anybody here a mental health worker (past or current) considering ctb?
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7
Views
545
its-about-time
its-about-time
Pianoplayer
Help I need to talk with someone who is/has been mentally ill for many years.
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16
Views
665
bloodfallsfirst
bloodfallsfirst
VoidDesirer22
Discussion Those who have a ctb date set, how are you feeling?
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29
Views
1K
ThePaleWhiteLight
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G
Quickest Way to Pass Away
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7
Views
547
LifeHasNoOptIn
LifeHasNoOptIn
StarryStarry
Last Day of Work
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20
Views
1K
Nightmare Painting
N
CaramelDragon
Failed attempt at full (SI/pain)
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11
Views
868
CommitSudoku
C
StarryStarry
LOVE YOU ALL
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11
Views
753
CommitSudoku
C
georgecostanza
Deliberate hyperventilatoin for facilitation of asphyxiation?
Replies
2
Views
488
Smart No More
S
Intelligent_Panic99
Plan to ctb at 40
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6
Views
449
Intelligent_Panic99
Intelligent_Panic99
B
Discussion Facing death like a man
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1
Views
423
RegretedFeeling
RegretedFeeling
goingcrazy123
Is it normal to go from happiest I've ever been to the most suicidal I've ever been in 8 months. Idk.
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14
Views
512
TMGS
T
lili
Getting Ready for SN soon
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19
Views
1K
Chiisai
Chiisai
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Physician-assisted death in Oregon is no longer limited to just state residents
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3
Views
399
bloodfallsfirst
bloodfallsfirst
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I think I’m done
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11
Views
565
indigomoon
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O
Venting I just lived my entire life... why live twice?
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1
Views
355
Ligottian
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Zinz
Did you have dreams?
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47
Views
2K
BigGimpin
BigGimpin
R
N shelf life
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6
Views
573
BigGimpin
BigGimpin
C
SN - worst case scenario
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11
Views
1K
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
PrincessInWhite
desperate for community. I love you guys
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10
Views
406
PrincessInWhite
PrincessInWhite
J
I felt so good in UNI achieving high grades man I messed up
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6
Views
445
onlyanimalsaregood
onlyanimalsaregood
T
Looking to go in the next day or two in Florida.
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1
Views
387
lostmylove
lostmylove
L
What is your plan b if your main method dont work?
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3
Views
393
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
AnĂłnimo
Method Shoelaces, door hinge, partial. Could work?
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17
Views
2K
rationaltake
rationaltake
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SN Method Confusion
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2
Views
421
lostmylove
lostmylove
Zzzzz
I do not think Great Happiness is the reason most people would rather live than die.
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18
Views
984
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
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