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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Dream
Venting Ability lose
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1
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286
missingpeace
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CTB Dream
Callous fiend
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0
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249
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
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Wish I could just pay someone
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13
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2K
wanttodie
wanttodie
Tricondyla ledouxi
Would 50g be enough SN? I will not be using an antiemetic, at best, an OTC one so won’t be too useful.
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12
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1K
FireWalkWithMe
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U
What post count is needed to PM?
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8
Views
363
Decided98
Decided98
leopard_gec
Generalization of suicide and ignoration of those who don't fit in lead to death (and the reason SS exists)
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1
Views
270
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
everlastinghistory
She deactivated, she’s really gone
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18
Views
950
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
Shizzy617
Venting I want to CTB, is that selfish?
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14
Views
540
Shizzy617
Shizzy617
articspiral
failed hanging attempt, marks on neck
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4
Views
598
Tartuffe
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F
Discussion Over 70% of us (so far) have been suicidal for more than 6 years.
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4
Views
419
enditplz
enditplz
G
Partial hanging in the woods
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7
Views
394
spinningmyself
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L
Does anyone who've attempted CTB glad they failed?
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11
Views
456
Lonerzepam
Lonerzepam
Mimikyuu
Discussion What made you decide that you seriously wanted to CBT?
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4
Views
322
StringPuppet
StringPuppet
T
Method Why is Sodium Nitrite preferred over Potassium Nitrite
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10
Views
2K
littlelady774
littlelady774
samishii
Venting I'd be rich if I got 10 bucks for everytime I offended someone
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2
Views
439
Ernest1964
E
FieldsofLavender
Story The story of my second suicide attempt (it's a little funny, I promise)
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18
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832
H.O.Xan
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D
May is it
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13
Views
411
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
  • Question
Waited long enough. Where do I buy the mysterious eject-button pill people seem to allude to exist?
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4
Views
434
Majestatea Masiva
M
P
I've decided I'm doing it. Life insurance question.
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6
Views
448
painofzed
P
S
Help Asap need help
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6
Views
522
shootemallagain
S
card1nal
Almost sent a letter to my friend that would expose my suicidal ideation
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2
Views
251
card1nal
card1nal
Rose190021
Venting I can’t anymore
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3
Views
350
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting Life is not fear so if people know that why are they so cruel and treat others like shit.
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4
Views
298
sadDaysAhead
S
alivefornow
Discussion How do you die in your fantasy?
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22
Views
609
Darkover
Darkover
alivefornow
  • Question
Discussion Honest question about Self-Sabotage
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9
Views
440
wastingpotential
wastingpotential
Usako0504
Venting I made my therapist cry and I feel like a failure
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4
Views
405
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ethereals
Venting I feel like I'm trapped
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5
Views
350
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ctbgurl
Feeling doesn’t exist
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2
Views
274
ctbgurl
ctbgurl
ctbgurl
Venting I don’t need your help
Replies
4
Views
412
ctbgurl
ctbgurl
nembutal
documenting my suicide publicly?
Replies
1
Views
324
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
Shadowlord900
I have Coeliac Disease :(
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0
Views
241
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
S
Venting I WISH I HAD CTB SOONER. NOBODY GIVES A FUCK ,THATS THE TRUTH.
Replies
9
Views
457
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
MidnightDream
With parents
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2
Views
352
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
yuzuchan
Discussion Documenting sn soon
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10
Views
950
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SunsetPeace
Discussion Would you mind reviewing a booklet I am making for partial hanging?
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7
Views
788
heidiloux
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Nirrend
Finally some huge relapses
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2
Views
273
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
cryst
Venting im a liar im a liar im a liar
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2
Views
321
Dot
Dot
K
Falsely accused of a terrible crime
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11
Views
1K
Blackroom_57
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L
Venting a place to slag off the police- please join me!
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5
Views
422
Againstthewind
Againstthewind
glyph
Venting Tired of loneliness and self-hatred
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5
Views
327
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
F
Discussion Anyone else hoping that fear will help them in their CTB attempt?
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7
Views
384
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
nembutal
my ex died and i want to go with him
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5
Views
430
nembutal
nembutal
S
Can anyone Help with SN sources that ship to Australia?
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6
Views
565
sheepgirl
sheepgirl
superbad
For how long have you been suicidal? How old were you when you had your first attempt?
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58
Views
2K
LikeAPendulum
LikeAPendulum
keyro33
Heroin
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3
Views
326
Konjac
Konjac
D
Help Safe place to buy N test kit in Europe
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5
Views
386
Dyingsoon
D
S
Living past your planned ctb date
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8
Views
365
almostoutofhere
almostoutofhere
Braindead Atheist
Sn
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7
Views
882
bennydiazapine
bennydiazapine
BrailleTogepi
Help Melatonin OD to prevent SI?
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1
Views
346
SamTam33
S
enditplz
Help What do you need to setup SCBA from EM?
Replies
8
Views
501
Babumax
B
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