Venting I'm the expendable one.

[BitumenSquid]

Any time I'm around other people I'm the one that could be done without. I swear even if it's just two of us, they'd be having a better time alone and if I don't talk to someone, no-one will talk to me. I'm at worst hated by everyone, I wouldn't blame them, but christ at best I'm just expendable. Something they wouldn't give a second thought to if they didn't have to. Well I hate myself and sooner or later I'm gonna expend myself so it's a moot point really.

 

[howswho]

Why do you think that? especially if it's one on one, I don't see why they would hang out with you if they felt you were expendable