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bees.

bees.

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Feb 11, 2023
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I have cut off pretty much all of my friends, and haven't talked to them for whole months. My parents are still in the picture, (I am legally a dependant adult because of physical and mental disability), and my siblings I am pretty close with. My therapy sessions (supervised by my parents) have been ending lately with me fighting the therapists and my parents getting annoyed with me yelling at them. Are there any other ways to make those close to me who might be hurt by my death dislike me so that my death wont be as impactful?
 
nothingbutmybest

nothingbutmybest

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May 1, 2023
130
If I'm being honest, it's more likely that your death will twist their perception of you. "I started hating bees but... near the end of their life they probably hated themselves more and didn't know better than to lash out at everyone around them." Personally, I would want to lessen the impact death but I wouldn't want to be dishonest in how I do it.
If you still insist on making your family hate you, I believe the best way is to just disagree with their beliefs and be annoying. Not lashing out in anger so it can be labeled as an emotional outburst but just annoying and bothersome. Maybe those things can be forgiven but if you make it seem as if you genuinely believe you are doing the right thing when you are being an annoying asshole, they have no choice but to blame you.
 
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