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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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I WANNA END IT PLEASE HELP ME
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jolongone
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White knuckles
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0
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eternalbliss22
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I wish the anxiety would kill me
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5
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392
anxious_depressive
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dbtorctb
  • Question
Discussion is it cruel to give someone a gift that might tip them off?
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8
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577
Forever Sleep
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Lethality of SN
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2
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524
Never Alive
Never Alive
starrvingstar
Venting in spite of others
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1
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366
tams
tams
thereisnomeaning
Venting I know my SO is gonna be hurt when I CTB but I'm wasting his youth and giving him hope for a future that will not exist. I will not exist.
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7
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1K
aomame
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Venting being transfemme is exhausting
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4
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945
second attempt
second attempt
starrvingstar
Venting i have done something terrible and no one knows about it
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4
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965
ExistHarm
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starrvingstar
Venting desire to be emaciated
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0
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382
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
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Venting Each and everyday is about finding how horrible person I am
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5
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614
OpheliasFlowers
OpheliasFlowers
starrvingstar
loved ones stop me from killing myself but not in the way you might think
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5
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773
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
axxxu
Jumping into a body of water, what does it actually do?
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4
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936
WorthlessCoward
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greyblue_bian
2nd attempt method help, please~
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0
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403
greyblue_bian
greyblue_bian
Rob_vin
Venting I'm a bit scared about how my mentality has changed
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7
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613
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
dp 14
Venting I hate what I did
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2
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502
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
unHumam
Discussion The desire to not be alive
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13
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466
Viranamari
Viranamari
tchaik18401893
Anyone scared of appearance during/after SN?
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21
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1K
soontobedone
soontobedone
PeterThePizzaGuy55
Venting I truly despise my existence
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12
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
starrvingstar
Venting i am hateful and rude
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0
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416
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
Archness
Venting People "care" because they're nice -- Nice isn't good enough.
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3
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1K
Archness
Archness
SanctionedSquad
Is it possible to live a life that is not a nightmare after realizing childhood sexual abuse?
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51
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2K
SanctionedSquad
SanctionedSquad
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Is Prague powder as good as sn
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4
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537
LiesAndLigatures
LiesAndLigatures
altoids
Venting I told my parents and regret it
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14
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1K
Lok1_/./
Lok1_/./
BabyCamus
UK rc opioid vendors
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1
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424
BabyCamus
BabyCamus
tormentedforever
My body makes me want to CTB
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11
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628
tormentedforever
tormentedforever
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Discussion Anyone know what’s going on with IC?
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9
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1K
PoisonousPotato
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SilentSadness
Venting Pro-lifers could never understand how much we suffer.
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4
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490
Unending
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Strain of the motions
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3
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353
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
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150mg of clonazepam
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1
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354
dra1ncoreslwt
dra1ncoreslwt
starrvingstar
constant state of short breath and panic attack feeling
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0
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298
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
SuicideM4n
When did your suicidal thoughts start?
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113
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5K
CountOfTuscany
CountOfTuscany
JudasIscariot
Do you have to provide contact information for CCS ordering?
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10
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1K
zeenatax
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soontobedone
SN Data
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0
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405
soontobedone
soontobedone
MyLifeisHell
I really want to finally die
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10
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1K
Tartuffe
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bloop714
Discussion help with suicide note
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5
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706
Sad4Evr
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CentreMid
Discussion It's the Most Horrible Time of the Year
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8
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848
Citruscine
Citruscine
Pancake
Venting I’m so afraid of death
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11
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1K
Source Energy
Source Energy
Barteljaap
  • Poll
Would becoming homeless make you CTB?
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9
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1K
nosoul
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calssilva
Peter Sloterdijk worth reading ?
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2
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660
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
sizuen
Proper Mindset for CBT
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2
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476
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
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Share your experience,former or current sedative users. Answer my questions please
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6
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478
Daria98765
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Dawns
can anyone give me advice on SN sources? how do i find them?
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6
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1K
Catastrofe
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C
Visualizing what 25g of SN and 50ml looks like, posted in another thread on here
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10
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1K
Letgo
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CTB Dream
Venting Fake word
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1
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364
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
annxietty
Venting Despair
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6
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681
annxietty
annxietty
ph4zzzy
Method If I could ctb anyway, I would go like this
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2
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759
ph4zzzy
ph4zzzy
m4rius
Venting Loneliness - vent thread #8492
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1
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327
Amaterasu
Amaterasu
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Story I’ve been in a deep depression for 8 months. I want to get well but now feel like CTB is my only option
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16
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1K
NorthernMonkey
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oooobeeeeii
Method Anyone with experience with heroin/cocaine?
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11
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1K
SanctionedSquad
SanctionedSquad
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