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Suicide Discussion

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Each day is a huge struggle, woke up today, steel feeling hopeless and stuck
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657
Gonnerr
G
O
Anyone have 2023 PPeH?
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0
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446
old_constant69
O
Ghostofthepast
One week and counting
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9
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553
Ghostofthepast
Ghostofthepast
I
Venting I just want to die every day
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4
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1K
yawasimas
yawasimas
purplerapture
  • Locked
What does CCS and IC mean?
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0
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650
purplerapture
purplerapture
kozzy
Is it necessary to buy any other substances in order for the SN method to work?
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0
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410
kozzy
kozzy
PrettyKitty
Venting I really want to die am planning it out tonight/ body issues
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37
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3K
PrettyKitty
PrettyKitty
O
Is this the correct SN
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18
Views
940
Lxions
Lxions
kozzy
How does ctb with SN work?
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4
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935
Lxions
Lxions
Lxions
He will be the death of me
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0
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497
Lxions
Lxions
ilovecats
Help Unbearable
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1
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435
man_in_red:)
man_in_red:)
Emptied_soul
Venting I'm an absolute mess right now and so is the state of my mind.
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1
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490
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
singularity3
Tourniquet?
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0
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526
singularity3
singularity3
Chris Can Fly<3
another poem I guess
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9
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949
MrShino
M
starrvingstar
Venting i hope you find my body
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2
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517
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
huftydumdum
Venting he holds me like a girl
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4
Views
937
huftydumdum
huftydumdum
HyenaRadio
Venting Always alone
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5
Views
458
HyenaRadio
HyenaRadio
B
I could do it, it's so easy...
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1
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438
outrider567
O
PongoHangs
Venting My consequences
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0
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302
PongoHangs
PongoHangs
brokensea
Plans for body discovery
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5
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996
brokensea
brokensea
ShatteredQueen
Discussion Are Some of Us Simply Destined for Suicide?
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37
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3K
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
TAW122
Discussion Do you think for those who went through barbaric (and painful) means to CTB overrode their SI?
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9
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991
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
O
SN nothing else available
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2
Views
463
obliviouspenguin
O
jodes2
I think I've finally made up my mind. I'm going in two months
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24
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1K
Yavannah
Yavannah
calssilva
birthday at may, 13th / CTB at may, 10th
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7
Views
376
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
I want to CTB but fear death
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2
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348
SanctionedSquad
SanctionedSquad
Rumi
How much anti-histamines would I need to take to knock me out cold in under 30 minutes?
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8
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1K
Rumi
Rumi
nmnxastia
I'm drunk and want to kill myself
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11
Views
547
nmnxastia
nmnxastia
L
I hate getting older
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15
Views
714
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
PrettyKitty
Please help I wanna die so bad right now
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33
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2K
macrocosm
M
A
PEOPLE ARE EVIL
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11
Views
807
man_in_red:)
man_in_red:)
Lxions
Venting Genuine Exhaustion
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0
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310
Lxions
Lxions
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
Questions about Psych Wards
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3
Views
780
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
R
It's hard to come up with a plan that looks like an accident
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12
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955
skylarwhiteyo104781
skylarwhiteyo104781
A
WHERE ARE WE FROM? Really. SERIOUS
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7
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850
Absolutely Mad
Absolutely Mad
Himalayan
Method Ratchet tie down - five last acts (clarifications)
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10
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2K
my-end
M
C
Help How do I begin to plan?
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3
Views
401
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
ph4zzzy
Help what kind of bag should I use?
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12
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916
PoisonousPotato
P
etherealgoddess
The Tantacrul Video is Ridiculous
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1
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579
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
borderline-feline
Venting Sensory Overload
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9
Views
828
trist
trist
Sammie_com.sanrio
I’m so happy
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5
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596
Sammie_com.sanrio
Sammie_com.sanrio
A
Life. ... Just a thought.
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0
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298
absolomonisgone
A
stilhavinightmares
Sorry if false alarm, about to take SN
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40
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3K
Letgo
L
Challu
  • Poll
Discussion Another CTB poll
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22
Views
2K
redisblue
redisblue
future.
Help hangmans knot
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2
Views
533
Worndown
Worndown
C
do you have people who care about you? how do they factor into your decision to ctb?
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11
Views
577
etherealgoddess
etherealgoddess
CTB Dream
Discussion See no sense absurdity life
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1
Views
335
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Story Ghosting callous
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2
Views
625
etherealgoddess
etherealgoddess
corazon
Smiling or laughing at inappropriate times
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5
Views
844
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
oooobeeeeii
Venting Knowing you can have a future but feeling so down?
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0
Views
295
oooobeeeeii
oooobeeeeii
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