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jonward55

£ Made Me Be Here.
Apr 12, 2023
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I have so many financial issues, I don't actually want to die but I have to.

To overcome SI, my plan is to get drunk this weekend and just chug a 100g bottle of dry SN and just hope for the best.

I don't want to die but I have to die, My plan is that if I am so drunk, I won't care.

I can't mentally carry on anymore and I have to die.

It's my only option.

I have 2 bottles of 100g of SN and nothing else, my life is so shit because I made so many mistakes, I'm done.

Unless I win the lottery by Friday, I'm going to have to kill myself, I'm finally done.

I used to be so strong but I just can not carry on, I don't WANT to die, I simply HAVE to die and I'm so upset to end my life before I should do.

I mentally can not do this anymore and it's because I ruined my own life.

Im crying because I have no choice.

I love life but now I have to die, I can't do this anymore.
I'll eat it dry with no water for a better result
 
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