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Suicide Discussion

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Rocinante
Venting My existence is a joke
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6
Views
587
voc_89
voc_89
unnormal9
tonights the night
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58
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4K
SplitInfrastructure
SplitInfrastructure
CTB Dream
Venting Message me
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10
Views
967
SplitInfrastructure
SplitInfrastructure
X
Venting My mom asked me about my suicide plans
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3
Views
530
voc_89
voc_89
V
  • Question
Need to feel emotionless
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13
Views
721
Kasumi
Kasumi
FoxInWaiting
Nearly did it one night
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9
Views
1K
Goodgirlryeo101
G
CrappyMJ
SN arrived!!!!
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21
Views
2K
chillmungo
C
P
Ordered SN, need help
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1
Views
402
befree
befree
EternalShore
Venting Talking about Suicide
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3
Views
568
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Embalmer
  • Question
Help SN Just arrived, I have a question about storage.
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3
Views
642
befree
befree
ggetout33
I hate myself. I wish I didn't have to be me.
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3
Views
397
ggetout33
ggetout33
highjumping
Venting I don't feel anything
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4
Views
658
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Discussion can i make my own poison at home?
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5
Views
909
Vizzy
Vizzy
girlsboysthems
anyone has any reliable sources for cyanide?
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0
Views
383
girlsboysthems
girlsboysthems
oooobeeeeii
Can I use a piece of clothing as a rope?
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0
Views
320
oooobeeeeii
oooobeeeeii
HopefulSleep
Help Which symptoms should I report online to get metoclopramide?
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11
Views
931
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
Emptied_soul
Venting It's kinda "funny" how people only care when you're gone.
Replies
9
Views
489
just_so_done
J
Ambivalent1
How does one quickly deprogram the stigma of suicide out of their mind?
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8
Views
558
nothingbutmybest
nothingbutmybest
suicidalpushpop
drinking bleach
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5
Views
2K
kionu09
K
robokiller
Anyone disgusted by the thought of being posted on Social Media after your death?
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38
Views
4K
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
Venting Today I feel defeated.
Replies
4
Views
368
Praestat_Mori
P
D
Life's Gotten Worse & Won't Get Better
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4
Views
403
Praestat_Mori
P
BoyInTheBox
  • Question
Method Perindopril
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2
Views
447
BoyInTheBox
BoyInTheBox
I
  • Question
Exit Bag Method, Help Needed!
Replies
9
Views
3K
Vizzy
Vizzy
Specific_Milk
Venting I fucking hate this life
Replies
3
Views
717
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
G
Padding for full suspension
Replies
0
Views
443
goingsoor
G
a_french_guy
not in a good mood today i guess
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2
Views
440
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
S
  • Question
Method Oral fentanyl OD
Replies
16
Views
1K
SetMeFree11
S
Gaga786
Venting Im sick of living in the shadows
Replies
2
Views
395
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Discussion anyone else don't feel like CTB when hungry?
Replies
1
Views
386
outrider567
O
Y
Suicide is the answer
Replies
3
Views
879
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
Y
Feel like shit
Replies
6
Views
748
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
Abdullah
Venting I hate life so much
Replies
13
Views
1K
Abdullah
Abdullah
Opisen
Anyone else experience ctb thoughts in this way?
Replies
3
Views
374
jonghyun
jonghyun
gayprince.exe
First Aid Guide
Replies
32
Views
23K
Redhat83
Redhat83
H
I have a doctors meeting tomorrow. Would it be a good idea to ask him for a note for Dignitas?
Replies
13
Views
880
befree
befree
Ambivalent1
How do I mentally prepare myself for ctb sooner than i'd like?
Replies
4
Views
496
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Discussion Should people who are CTB have a partner?
Replies
1
Views
408
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Always feel bad
Replies
3
Views
545
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
blacktulip44
Venting tried to ctb yesterday
Replies
3
Views
473
blacktulip44
blacktulip44
Daxter_87
Discussion My problem with the word "lazy" (and other such terms)
Replies
4
Views
533
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
suicidalpushpop
worried about SN reliability
Replies
4
Views
941
90starve
90starve
AnonymousL
Ordering GHB on the dark web to Belgium
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13
Views
1K
Vizzy
Vizzy
Gaga786
Venting I'm basically the biggest failure out there
Replies
21
Views
970
Vizzy
Vizzy
M
I was meant to attempt today but woke up late.
Replies
5
Views
1K
Deathisbetter
D
R
Leaving tomorrow
Replies
19
Views
1K
Letgo
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tiredangelgirl
I want to ctb because of my partners money habits
Replies
8
Views
857
tsi7890
T
Purgetha
Help Question
Replies
8
Views
980
PinkMeow
PinkMeow
S
Method Getting hold of opioid
Replies
8
Views
1K
Forever Sleep
F
RoseKamar
Story Brother CTB - Don't expect cops to care.
Replies
9
Views
1K
SVEN
SVEN
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