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Suicide Discussion

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  • Question
Will my boyfriend forgive me when I kill myself?
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10
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
momdontcryplease
  • Poll
Discussion Will scheduled emails help or hinder my family after my departure?
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10
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534
momdontcryplease
momdontcryplease
N
Transgender Thread
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22
Views
876
neardeath
N
CTB Dream
Venting Nothing
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0
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363
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
deathbydragon
My grandmother is probably going to become an anti-ss type. Sorry in advance.
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5
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1K
neardeath
N
gardenofaphrodite
Help Scheduled Texts(?)
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1
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372
momdontcryplease
momdontcryplease
ScornedStoic
Took some mushrooms, having a very bad trip but the things I'm realizing are all real
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2
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451
LC188
LC188
L
Ctb during sleep
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14
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1K
Linda
Linda
G
Tears
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1
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313
loadedsubside
L
huftydumdum
Help My CTB plan
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1
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422
Octavia
Octavia
SomewhatLoved
Help Noose placement for CTB by hanging?
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4
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864
Born2bealoser
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F
Hello, I’m Kind of New👋🏻
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8
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808
FundamentalAspect
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E
Venting I don't belong anywhere, I'm sorry.
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14
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1K
old_constant69
O
Z
Is there anyone here from alt.suicide.holiday?
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24
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10K
RW__Asher23
R
looking_for_peace
Help easily accessible sedatives?
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4
Views
687
BlackHole
BlackHole
L
Help What's the best ctb method apart from swb?
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3
Views
905
Leisesyn
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singularity3
Venting People who do complete hanghing are so brave
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11
Views
837
hellispink
hellispink
oooobeeeeii
Best drugs to od?
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6
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589
BlackHole
BlackHole
CloseFriendofCamus
Hanging turned out to be way trickier than I thought, so I decided to stick with SN. Ordered SN today.
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12
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1K
Born2bealoser
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soontobedone
CO in the news
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3
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592
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
scenario_2018
Venting I don't know myself anymore.
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3
Views
381
Azora
Azora
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
Resource I'm publishing a Chemical FAQ Pamphlet (Thread)
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14
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2K
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
Unattainable666
HAS ANYONE HERE TRIED WITH CHARCOAL?
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8
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
disabledlife
Why are people bothered, hate being told about their misfortunes? Do we complain too much? Why do they force us to be happy and keep silent?
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8
Views
975
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
scenario_2018
Venting I don't know how to feel about going back to school.
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5
Views
429
Gregary0819
Gregary0819
happy endings
Ready to say goodbye, need a little help. heres my story
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22
Views
2K
happy endings
happy endings
T
Venting I’m so exhausted by stress
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12
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2K
ThatStateOfMind
T
brokensea
Dying for Love
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11
Views
851
brokensea
brokensea
Hugh Class
Found 3g bag of fentanyl...thats my ticket out of here.
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38
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3K
Hugh Class
Hugh Class
holohound
Suicide notes and online friends
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9
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1K
holohound
holohound
S
In a panic.
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11
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922
redtruck1
R
Walpurgisnacht
  • Solved
Help Conflicted but relieved with partnered CTB
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7
Views
787
Walpurgisnacht
Walpurgisnacht
starrvingstar
i hate other peoples surface level problems
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14
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1K
NorthernMonkey
N
CatabolicSeed
Venting Why is it always about how OTHER people feel about your suicidality
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18
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1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
Venting I should just end it.
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1
Views
393
Rumi
Rumi
C
Help Trying to stop me
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9
Views
524
Aisley
Aisley
Amaterasu
Venting 22.12
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1
Views
386
onceinthefuturewas
onceinthefuturewas
happy endings
what happened to em? Anyone know how to get N2 regulators elsewhere??
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5
Views
2K
kadjflakflajlk
K
Pure
Venting Trying to will my heart to stop
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7
Views
1K
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
Catching_the_bus
Apparently I truly can't do ANYTHING right....
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12
Views
701
justastranger
justastranger
PrettyKitty
Story im changing my mind im dying tonight will be dead by morning
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11
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1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
jigsaw_falling
is it possible to ctb from fluoxetine od?
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3
Views
476
LittleJem
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F
Help Advice on prep and CTB timing
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1
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390
Raised Rat
Raised Rat
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Miserable, have the methods but not the balls
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17
Views
758
downndone2
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N
I think I gonna kill myself because of the shit life syndrome
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3
Views
439
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Can Valium be mixed with water? OxyContin with water?
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3
Views
371
Aisley
Aisley
CTB Dream
Rot situation
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2
Views
775
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Fella
Who else has an exit playlist (music)?
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1
Views
274
lpfx
lpfx
Not_A_Seagull
what is it like having bipolar disorder?
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8
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1K
nosoul
N
CreepyOptimist
  • Question
How long would it take for me to pass out if I strangle myself with a wet towel
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3
Views
527
Worndown
Worndown
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