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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Dream
Even before no different
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1
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336
leftdreaming
leftdreaming
ocdrowsy
Finding it hard to explain my emotions
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2
Views
429
ocdrowsy
ocdrowsy
clockwork_cat
  • Question
Help Dealing with SI
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10
Views
969
Rollo
Rollo
samishii
Help What are the best possible methods when you have no money, no access to water bodies or tall buildings?
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30
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2K
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
ghostofapoet
Help questions regarding partial suspension
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0
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444
ghostofapoet
ghostofapoet
SentimentalTrip
When did your depression begin?
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41
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1K
savoytruffle
savoytruffle
l0stc4use
i feel suicidal after making a friend upset
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5
Views
389
unnormal9
unnormal9
Bazzinga
Discussion Have you met someone new this quarantine who hasn't gave up on you and you still talk to?
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10
Views
694
ImsooDone1N
ImsooDone1N
S
Help Shipment sucks
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5
Views
751
befree
befree
fuyufuyu
Any good methods to CTB?
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0
Views
315
fuyufuyu
fuyufuyu
B
Resource carbon monoxide
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3
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1K
befree
befree
Archness
Discussion Lobotomy 2.0 -- Future of CTB prevention?
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13
Views
855
Forever Sleep
F
Lawliet
newbies. stop asking for sources
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33
Views
3K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
P
Help
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3
Views
608
k1w1
K
tothepoint
CCS down?
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41
Views
3K
usernameforss
U
donttellmybf2004
Venting Terrified of my familial destiny
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0
Views
321
donttellmybf2004
donttellmybf2004
D
EEBD Hood / Inert Gas Methods
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9
Views
2K
k1w1
K
iftheworldwasending
Venting anyone else stuck between trying to get better or just CTB?
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35
Views
2K
FrostedHoax
FrostedHoax
ChildrensITV
I am not even upset that I have to kill myself so much. I just hate that I have to hurt family
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4
Views
436
FrostedHoax
FrostedHoax
D
SN delivery to Ireland?
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1
Views
382
Irishsteve88
Irishsteve88
The anhedonic one
What is the point ?
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6
Views
975
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
J
Ordering metoclopramide from online pet pharmacy
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1
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542
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
FireFox
I really thought I found the one
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1
Views
343
Rocinante
Rocinante
P
QuestioN about current edition PPeH
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6
Views
460
unnormal9
unnormal9
clockwork_cat
Venting Nightmare
Replies
8
Views
889
unnormal9
unnormal9
FuneralCry
Venting It’s so sad how Nembutal isn’t an option to ctb with.
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44
Views
4K
unnormal9
unnormal9
S
I said goodnight and he didn’t respond
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0
Views
361
spiderlilies
S
Water-Lily
Always the weird one out: Single
Replies
4
Views
405
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
P
Discussion Planning on CTB
Replies
5
Views
989
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Anonymoususer1234
I have nothing going for me (Self Loathing Ahead)
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0
Views
301
Anonymoususer1234
Anonymoususer1234
Clean
Jumping?
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2
Views
377
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
It's a sad reflection on society that this site is "illegal." It's just not fair.
Replies
18
Views
1K
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
enviro400mmc
Venting I can't live with the fact I am so privileged
Replies
28
Views
2K
excelsior
E
Infelix-Cat
Best way to CBT?
Replies
10
Views
891
Vizzy
Vizzy
N
I wish I could go.now
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3
Views
349
NumbCat
N
jacarandash
Venting relapse on my one month
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1
Views
308
Embalmer
Embalmer
D
Testing fentanyl for purity
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0
Views
340
Dosentmatter903
D
gardenofaphrodite
Venting In a weird limbo
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1
Views
303
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wastingpotential
Venting the near future. ignorance. and my ache.
Replies
1
Views
300
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
birdofafeather
Venting A long rant on how preventable my death is going to be
Replies
3
Views
483
birdofafeather
birdofafeather
lith1um
help me find out if those pills are fatal
Replies
15
Views
1K
Kerrtu
Kerrtu
emptymiku
Venting does anyone else feel like they don't deserve happiness
Replies
16
Views
708
kitch
kitch
T
how many paracetamol pills would it take to od, with and without alcohol?
Replies
12
Views
799
LONE WOLF.
LONE WOLF.
greyblue_bian
Testing SN
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2
Views
478
greyblue_bian
greyblue_bian
kaixxnai
My plan
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10
Views
664
MewtwoIsAlive
MewtwoIsAlive
CTB Fella
My world is getting smaller, by the day.
Replies
3
Views
390
Bobert_Beniro
Bobert_Beniro
R
Suicide bereavement subreddit
Replies
27
Views
2K
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
imcadt99
Method Microwave Transformer as a Plan Z?
Replies
6
Views
2K
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
-FrozenRobot-
Help Is slitting my throat a reliable method to CTB?
Replies
2
Views
564
StaticCryBabye
StaticCryBabye
Gaga786
Venting I'm tired of fighting
Replies
7
Views
810
Gaga786
Gaga786
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