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- Aug 14, 2023
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so i've been very frustrated with what method to use as i'm pretty scared of pain :( i'm choosing maybe i could go with water because it's one of the less scary options and doesn't involve any blood or my brains splattering all over the place. the second reason is to cause less distress to the people who will eventually found my body, a non gruesome sight, maybe i'll even switch to a far away river to not be found
i have a small bathtub that i'd need to lift my knees a bit to fit in, could use it
I heard drowning burns a lot and is painful, but apparently the struggle or ones survival insticts is the worst part of it? so if i'm doing it willingly and relaxing my muscles, it should make experience a bit better? curious as to how long it would take for me to lose consciousness or die. I heard about incidents of people falling asleep in bathtubs and apparently causing a painless death? I'd assume the person would wake up when they start to drown. as much as i want a painless death drowning probably has no option for painless lol
smth i really wanna know is: is it possible to practice drowning? I've never done it before so i'n thinking i could see how long i can endure the pain of it and eventually get used to it enough to make the final one less agonizing?
i have a small bathtub that i'd need to lift my knees a bit to fit in, could use it
I heard drowning burns a lot and is painful, but apparently the struggle or ones survival insticts is the worst part of it? so if i'm doing it willingly and relaxing my muscles, it should make experience a bit better? curious as to how long it would take for me to lose consciousness or die. I heard about incidents of people falling asleep in bathtubs and apparently causing a painless death? I'd assume the person would wake up when they start to drown. as much as i want a painless death drowning probably has no option for painless lol
smth i really wanna know is: is it possible to practice drowning? I've never done it before so i'n thinking i could see how long i can endure the pain of it and eventually get used to it enough to make the final one less agonizing?
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