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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
lonegore
Where can I hide a rope and drugs
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4
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394
theboy
theboy
Water-Lily
Nobody wants to be with someone who has baggage and doesn’t want to “heal”
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11
Views
437
Sweet Tart
Sweet Tart
forsaken_fallacy_12
Method made up my mind, what's the most effective ctb method for someone in my situation?
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12
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2K
OnceThougtTwiceDone
OnceThougtTwiceDone
bea_bivng
Venting Emotional dependency and maternal love.
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0
Views
269
bea_bivng
bea_bivng
Versailles
Discussion Someone made a video response to Tantacrul
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11
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2K
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funeralcat
Where should i cut to die?
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14
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1K
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LadyOfLight
Peacefulpillhandbook community
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0
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339
LadyOfLight
LadyOfLight
nezu.061
Venting today fucking sucks already
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0
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298
nezu.061
nezu.061
figure8
Discussion Love towards family members is superficial and ingenuine
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5
Views
683
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
atarix
Story Failure to Relinquish
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1
Views
413
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting Cannot stand it how there still is a lack of acceptance towards the right to die.
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0
Views
331
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Jasper
  • Question
Help Bumblebee Jasper
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0
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313
Jasper
Jasper
disabledlife
Welcome to Pro-Lifes' Jail! Bad news for Dutch suicide kits seller.
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8
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SomewhatLoved
Venting A Choice With No Good Outcome
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0
Views
302
SomewhatLoved
SomewhatLoved
Walilamdzii
I can't really make any headway with ctb plans...
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3
Views
322
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
I
Resource French books/documentation on suicide/methods ?
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1
Views
483
befree
befree
G
It's official
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8
Views
568
bedhead_baby
bedhead_baby
T
What would happen
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10
Views
829
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
ctb-soon
What attracts you most to your method?
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83
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3K
rizzpi
rizzpi
Unattainable666
Help Letter to Myself
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2
Views
351
bedhead_baby
bedhead_baby
Catching_the_bus
What's holding you back from CTB?
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46
Views
2K
shantyizlit
shantyizlit
thecolourgold
Is positional asphyxia a worthwhile method?
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3
Views
583
illAF
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g0thg1rls
Venting is there something wrong with me?
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0
Views
341
g0thg1rls
g0thg1rls
Jasper
Venting Everything is going wrong
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10
Views
509
Praestat_Mori
P
ctb-soon
Is your SI (survival instinct) a friend or foe?
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16
Views
563
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Lifeispointless
Help Convulsions
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2
Views
722
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
aitouka
Venting I am supposed to feel happy but somehow I’m not
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1
Views
319
Baron
Baron
Walilamdzii
Suicide tourism...
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2
Views
553
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
S
Venting Why do I have to live
Replies
17
Views
792
sheleftme1
S
nomennescio
Venting Received my SN
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11
Views
815
nomennescio
nomennescio
Microwave
Amitriptyline
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2
Views
567
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Duochrome-Seahorse
Venting Yeah i made my choice, im going to ctb next year
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7
Views
458
Praestat_Mori
P
fruitvampire
Venting Unable to attend class
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8
Views
717
fruitvampire
fruitvampire
C
Venting humans don't need a reason to do evil
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6
Views
963
StolenLife
StolenLife
stilhavinightmares
Suicidal while orgasming?
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14
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2K
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
Ambivalent1
How do you think you would die if you died naturally?
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50
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1K
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
H
Help Convincing People That Death is the Answer
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9
Views
807
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
What makes CTB feel real to you?
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10
Views
836
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
HopefulSleep
Help Can I combine drowning with sn?
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6
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1K
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
void ranger
Venting Growing ever weaker in neural turbulence
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1
Views
319
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
phersper
SN from TIG
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8
Views
1K
heavenangels
H
azo
Is anyone else in this weird place where they’re not 100% mentally ready to ctb but also don’t have enough hope to make an effort in life?
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32
Views
1K
azo
azo
singularity3
ctb using big cable ties?
Replies
1
Views
649
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Unattainable666
Help NEVER THE SAME
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1
Views
315
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FadingSunshine
Story Documenting my (partial) benadryl OD attempt
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2
Views
666
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Divine Trinity
Method Poor Man's Hanging
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25
Views
5K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
MeltingBrain
Resource Thank you to DDOSer's
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3
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1K
alonely
alonely
Wyldfyre4948
  • Question
Story Win but still a loss
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1
Views
322
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sadness20
Let's talk about the "cable tie" method
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1
Views
854
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
I
Venting Down in the dumps -> emptiness
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2
Views
267
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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