does anyone feel this?

[killmepleasefast]

if i die now i dont have any regrets in my life but one
only regret will be i was bad child to my mom
i never give her happinesss
up untilk now i have only given her pain

 

[Innereye]

Pretty un-nuaced take, sounds reflective of an emotionally abusive dynamic. Sorry you have had a rough go at it, I know what its like to be constantly blamed for things outside your control by people you're attached to. shit's not good for the psyche.

 

[killmepleasefast]

i couldnot give her happiness she deserve
im just worthless
maybe in next life i ever get to reborn
i want to born as her child again
give her what she deserve

this life sorry mom dad brother