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BIGMIKE

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Oct 23, 2023
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After failing partial and realizing it wasn't for me, was all ready to exit bag yesterday. Had my 12.9cf tank of helium ready to go, bag ready, hose good, tank on. Said goodbye and F off to the world, exhaled deeply, cinched the bag over my head, and took two deep breaths..

Nothing. Felt a bit lightheaded.

Kept breathing for a couple minutes.

Nothing.

Those aholes at party time cut my tank with too much oxygen (lol).

It feels really strange being here today. Decided to just blow my head off instead.

Suicide ain't easy is it? Have a newfound respect for the successful.
 
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Sleeper System

Sleeper System

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May 5, 2022
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Fuck bro. Can't win bruh. This is funny but also like.. damn.
 
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penguinl0v3s

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Nov 1, 2023
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Helium's heavily restricted now I heard. That's why people do nitrogen.
 
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F@#$

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Nov 8, 2023
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That had to have been pretty demoralizing.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry you failed but it has been discussed here already that you need 99.9% helium and not "partyballoon helium".
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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It certainly is far too unnecessary difficult to die, I also admire those who managed to succeed. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you wish for, best of luck.
 
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gbi2

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Jul 10, 2023
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You must feel a bit deflated.

It's bad enough when you miscalculate what you need to make dinner but getting everything right to ctb is about the hardest thing to ever do.
 
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