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Suicide Discussion

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EyeBeyond
What was your dream, and why couldn't/could you achieve it?
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23
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939
cold_severance
C
omegas82128
I ctb tomorrow, goodbye I guess
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11
Views
966
Princess_Kitty
Princess_Kitty
CTB Dream
Venting Slow
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4
Views
706
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Act Two
Discussion Death by Americium
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1
Views
397
UKscotty
U
numbspirit
My last words
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21
Views
2K
SVEN
SVEN
iusedtobehappy
When You Know You Can’t Get Over It
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1
Views
414
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
FuneralCry
Venting Ceasing to exist solves everything
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3
Views
559
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
inaminute
Hello again suicidal thoughts
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0
Views
391
inaminute
inaminute
XXXWRLD
Crematory Operator as last job then ctb myself in incinerator
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5
Views
487
fuzzy-clown
F
Darkover
Just because the majority of flies are happy eating shit doesn't make it right
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4
Views
506
Zaragoza
Zaragoza
SketchedOut
Help found a local sn source on the clear web, could anyone help me figure out whether it's legit?
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15
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1K
cannotdothis
C
J
Has anyone heard anything about any new methods?
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12
Views
1K
cannotdothis
C
B
Venting I don't want to end up like my mother
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4
Views
736
rozeske
R
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
I finally have decided a date to die on
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10
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1K
eashanm
E
TAW122
Venting Even the pro-lifers who claim “life sucks” insist on living (coping, delusion, survival instinct)
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7
Views
651
TAW122
TAW122
N
Method Od in morocco
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2
Views
537
numbed one
N
H
Are you lying to yourself and actually you will never CTB?
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13
Views
866
F@#$
F
H
Venting Survival instinct
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4
Views
806
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Zneko
Discussion Charcoal method in car question?
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40
Views
4K
BeBraveBrother
B
almondmilk
best method
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1
Views
767
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Electric1
Getting closer to CTB
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2
Views
513
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wozhendehaolei688
Time flies so slowly, goodbye
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2
Views
438
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
About having my last bowl of pasta...
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11
Views
944
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
perpetualsomnolence
  • Question
TW DRUGS Codeine Extraction
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1
Views
458
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
perpetualsomnolence
Back Again
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14
Views
743
perpetualsomnolence
perpetualsomnolence
K
Help Which pistol to use ?
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0
Views
401
kerokingkong
K
B
Night-night doubt
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2
Views
431
Buh-bye!
B
FutureHanger
Help Can't find a place to hang at
Replies
3
Views
484
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
U
Craziest lies or excuses for self harm ?
Replies
18
Views
996
an_alias
an_alias
Achromatix
  • Question
Discussion Disassociating Too Often?
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12
Views
618
hannila_m
H
Darkover
How do I escape this endless suffering prison called existence? I feel like I'm trapped in this hell called life.
Replies
2
Views
610
Asahime
Asahime
FuneralCry
Venting Does anything pro-life make you wish to ctb even more
Replies
9
Views
634
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Anon_3465
Method Need help
Replies
17
Views
1K
rotciv
rotciv
Kevin_Logan
Venting Nothing is enough
Replies
7
Views
527
Rocinante
Rocinante
W
Special question regarding nitrogen
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0
Views
352
winterparty
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R
Method Belt strangulation
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3
Views
1K
Raichu
R
Darkover
No one gives a shit about you
Replies
4
Views
797
sorlox
sorlox
BodyOfDaffodil
Venting Money makes the world go round
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1
Views
434
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
notindanger
Has anybody ever used the SHP website?
Replies
5
Views
751
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
DDramen
Throwing my self infront of a train
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54
Views
3K
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
A
Failed attempt, SWB is not reliable
Replies
15
Views
2K
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
Ryemi
Method What do you guys think??
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1
Views
697
Praestat_Mori
P
BlazingBob
My number one reason for ctb is insomnia.
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20
Views
984
lifeisbutadream
L
Sleeper System
I could use help from someone who has had someone die on them.
Replies
6
Views
495
6ft7
6
E
28 Days to Fly!
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12
Views
812
eashanm
E
Minerva___
Exit bag
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3
Views
1K
beaten96
beaten96
Golden
SN 500g only 3 euros?
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2
Views
592
Abyssal
Abyssal
G
500g of 90% pure SN enough to kill me
Replies
6
Views
661
dying flower
D
LossOfMe
Venting I hate how my mind still try to find hope
Replies
2
Views
438
LossOfMe
LossOfMe
TheArchivistsEye
Could I use an HDMI cable to hang myself?
Replies
3
Views
670
Worndown
Worndown
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