I am happy for the year 2025, the year where I leave behind this decrepit body behind and move on to the next life. My mother is either in jail or homeless. I am not going to end up like her because I am going to ctb in mid 2025. I always feel chained back and tanked back from anything that I want or need to do. I am not free.... I will not be homeless or imprisoned but I will be dead, which is a whole lot better than the former two. I hate myself, I don't deserve to live. I am going to free myself and free everyone I know from this burden.
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I understand where you're coming from. You want to break the cycle. Same with me. As much as I try to be different from my mom, I find myself, on self analysis, doing the same things and I absolutely hate it, even if havent spoken to her in 20 odd years.
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