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Acopia

Acopia

Specialist
Sep 21, 2020
356
Are you really as old as 19?
Surely as an adult you would know that these things aren't going to kill you..
You need to read more of the site and do more research.


What dose of the Nyquil did you take? Acetaminophen (paracetamol) may kill you at high enough doses, but painfully and slowly; it'll take a few weeks.
I'd advise going to the hospital - I'd actually advise going to see a doctor anyway.

-Acopia. :)
 
LoveMePlease

LoveMePlease

Student
Sep 28, 2020
104
Are you really as old as 19?
Surely as an adult you would know that these things aren't going to kill you..
You need to read more of the site and do more research.


What dose of the Nyquil did you take? Acetaminophen (paracetamol) may kill you at high enough doses, but painfully and slowly; it'll take a few weeks.
I'd advise going to the hospital - I'd actually advise going to see a doctor anyway.

-Acopia. :)
I'm really 19 just very fucking stupid also the acetaminophen kind
 
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WFJ74

Student
Aug 18, 2020
150
19 was when I first attempted to CTB. You're not stupid, you're young. We all made those kinds of mistakes in our teens and even 20s. I know its hard with your friend blocking you and things seeming bleak but you found these forums. Try talking to some of the people here they are kind and caring and can help.
 
Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,628
Please don't take this the wrong way, just trying to understand. Last night you said you were schizophrenic, is that why you're a little all over the place and taking different otc medications?
 
Acopia

Acopia

Specialist
Sep 21, 2020
356
I'm really 19 just very fucking stupid also the acetaminophen kind

Work out what dose you took.
19 was when I first attempted to CTB. You're not stupid, you're young. We all made those kinds of mistakes in our teens and even 20s. I know its hard with your friend blocking you and things seeming bleak but you found these forums. Try talking to some of the people here they are kind and caring and can help.

But surely you knew that it would take more than three ibuprofens, or two melatonins, or half a bottle of Nyquil for you to be mortally injured?

I mean I was 19 and ill-informed once too, but I OD'd on boxes and boxes of meds rather than just a few tablets, I was still wrong but..
I don't know, something's not quite adding up for me:I
 
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LoveMePlease

LoveMePlease

Student
Sep 28, 2020
104
Please don't take this the wrong way, just trying to understand. Last night you said you were schizophrenic, is that why you're a little all over the place and taking different otc medications?
yes my meds haven't been working recently
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

Visionary
Apr 2, 2020
2,404
Today I have taken a spoon of an expired cough syrup, 2 paracetamols, 1 Ambien, 1 Diazepam, ate a bit of cottage cheese that seemed kind of off, had coffee on an empty stomach and vaped a lot, despite my cough. Why am I not dead yet?????

(Just having a bit of fun, OP, NHF)
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
I survived my my shitty attempt now im pissed wtf I thought half s bottle of nyquil and an couple melatonin could kill me in my sleep guess not wtf God why are you keeping me alive!?
Sorry it didn't work but they don't sell drugs that can kill someone, at least over the counter.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
One of the best features of this site is the wealth of resources regarding effective methods. (I personally think the best feature is the uplifting social support system, of which I also hope you take advantage.)

I'm concerned that your methods so far will not only not help you achieve your goal, but also put you at greater risk of both long term health consequences and involuntary commitment to a mental health facility. I wouldn't want that to happen to you.

Reading through the resources provided on the site not only provides you with information on how to best succeed if you plan to ctb, but it also reveals the severity of what a successful method looks like. In other words, you realize just how difficult it is to kill yourself, and what is required in terms of planning and commitment.
 
Infinite Conscious

Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
282
Dear @LoveMePlease, excuse my joking from earlier today with the aspirin "attempt".
You have been on the forum for barely 3-4 days, so it is understandable, in addition to your young age, why you lack the relevant information.
Unless you're trolling all of us, which is not likely, you must undestand that suicide is a very serious matter, in fact by far the most serious act you will ever do.

So you MUST use this forum to inform yourself about various methods.
There is no better place, in fact this is probably the ONLY place where such info is available.
You found the site, so you made a humongous (huge) step forward... and that is great, but only as a starting point.

Now get a pen and a paper, go though some threads in the "suicide resource compilation" section... and take some notes.
Make sure you don't leave that notebook at home when going to school or out, because you don't really want your parents to see it.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

Stop contemplating an overdose of any kind as a possibility, because no pills will kill you (absolutely no single kind of medicine would, no matter the quantity).
Probably the easiest method would be hanging, it is quite simple and effective, and even some kids 7-12 years old succeed in it.
But read each topic very carefully, don't rush, as suicide is the most important act you will ever do, and there is no space for mistakes.

If you need any advice, feel free to send me, or any other older member, a private message... ask anything you wish to know, you don't really need to open a new thread every time you need some info or an advice. But of course, you MAY start a new topic any time you feel like it.

My main point - do your research ASAP... and forget anything you think you know about suicide that you learned from movies and such.
You have all the time in the world, death awaits us all inevitably, so there is no need to rush... because no one can afford to make a single mistake with suicide.

Good luck. ;)
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

Visionary
Apr 2, 2020
2,404
Today I have taken a spoon of an expired cough syrup, 2 paracetamols, 1 Ambien, 1 Diazepam, ate a bit of cottage cheese that seemed kind of off, had coffee on an empty stomach and vaped a lot, despite my cough. Why am I not dead yet?????

(Just having a bit of fun, OP, NHF)

I've had a bit of asparagus now, it was in the fridge for a few days and some parts of it have started to rot. I think this will be the straw that broke the camel's back. Goodbye cruel world!
 
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Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
487
it wouldn't be fatal lol. I hope next time for sure. hugs.
 

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