Venting Shitty horrible lives in a Shitty horrible place

[Darkover]

disclaimer these are just my beliefs and not objective facts

Shitty horrible lives in a Shitty horrible place
I wouldn't take a chance on life in this place why would I ever want to be anything other than nothing
To never exist is the miracle such is the shitness of life
Nobody has ever looked after me here
there's no point in being alive i never wanted life
nothing here ever loved me such is life on this wretched earth
nothing good ever lasts here so why would I ever want to exist here
this universe doesn't give a shit about us nor does anything else
It would have been better to have never been born than to be alive here
what a fucking shit world to be alive in where nobody cares for anyone here
I was wondering what did this place ever do for us absolutely fuck all that's what it did for us
why are we forced to live against our will who or what has the right to do that
how dare they bring us alive enslaved in this awful shit to this shithole and hellhole to be killed off
this place is just the shittest place that ever existed
to never exit would always be better than being alive here
I am so over this awful shit life
just brought alive to live out your fucking misery here
I don't know why they brought us alive here because nothing good ever happens here
too much to ask for to have someone look after me, it's too much to ask for to have someone care for you in this fucked up world
I wouldn't come alive here to be enslaved in awful shit
I don't want to be alive here at all its too fucking awful
what a shitty horrible machine to be alive in fucking disgusting
right fucking now I want to leave this awful life behind
I have to get myself out of this shitty horrible place
I was never happy here
I don't know why I am alive I wouldn't want to be at all
I think the universe is fucking shit evil and horrible and terrible
You'd have to be stupid to go along with this
Why make us so fucking stupid

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd certainly never have chosen to exist as well, more than anything I wish I was never burdened with the ability to exist, it's so hellish and unacceptable how humans procreate even know existing truly is just meaningless suffering, in my case I'd always see it as better that existence is erased, only non-existence is desirable to me. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.