Venting being alive is a fucking joke

[lifeinthewindows]

i don't understand why i have to stay alive there's no point to anything. my dysphoria is worse than it's ever been and i can't stand to look at myself anymore. why couldn't i have been born a guy? it's so fucking unfair there's no point to being alive if i have to keep living like this. the only reason im still alive is because there's a concert i wanna see in october but i think im gonna ctb soon after because i can't imagine being alive any longer than that. i wasn't even supposed to make it this far. why the fuck am i still here? i will never ever be a cis guy so what's the point in even trying. i just want to give up.

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

Maybe look into nihilism and see if you can make your own meaning? Otherwise, I see where you're coming from and I'm sorry.

 

[thruDeathPeace]

Fuck the world. Be who you are. And take from it everything that you wish. I wish a curse on anyone who suggests there's something wrong.

This is, probably awful. A horrible view of the world. I don't wish this on anyone. But anyone who tells you that you're born in the wrong body. Or that they have some snake oil cure for you struggling to find a place to fit in. I would strangle them myself if I could. None of us were ever asked about where we'd like to be born. Or how or any other shit. We're all just doing the best we can with what we were given. Live your life the way you believe and godbless, if things aren't pretty or churched up, or who knows what, you aren't alone.