So this is what this forum has become now? Making fun of a distressed teenager who is suicidal? I know you all think he/she's a troll and that makes it ok. But what if he/she is not? What if he/she is actually on the edge and poking fun at him pushes him to do something rash? I joined this forum because of the compassion I saw from so many members and it's helped me to stay instead of CTB'ing. Why are we resorting to ridicule no matter what OP's motives are? :(
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allym101
Ally
- May 29, 2020
- 279
OFC medications don't really work great with this kinda stuff, keep reading the forum bud.
mahakaliSS_MahaDurga
Visionary
- Apr 2, 2020
- 2,399
The "distressed teenager" is on a website full of resources for successful ctb and he started a thread about ibuprofen. I am willing to bet all I have that it's a troll.
So then why bother to respond at all? What if you're wrong? You get a laugh and a teenager suffers. Is that who you are? If he/she is a troll just leave it alone and they'll go away since they aren't getting the response they're after.
LoveMePlease
Student
- Sep 28, 2020
- 104
mahakaliSS_MahaDurga
Visionary
- Apr 2, 2020
- 2,399
LoveMePlease
Student
- Sep 28, 2020
- 104
Please don't listen to the people making fun of you. And you're not stupid you're in pain. Its hard to make good decisions when you're not in a stable place. Just please be careful with what you're doing. Keep talking here and listening to the compassionate people. You'll get through this but if you choose to CTB you'll be supported too.
LoveMePlease
Student
- Sep 28, 2020
- 104
Infinite Conscious
Experienced
- Aug 18, 2020
- 281
I thought you'd be in a hospital after that 1 ambien and a diazepam mixed simultaneously... fighting to stay alive after your suicide attempt.
But you seem super-naturally strong, so you didn't even hesitate to add asparagus (plus rotten) on top of that deadly cottage cheese...
I took a line of H today... together with 40g of sugar (the white killer) dissolved in a can of the carcinogenic Coca-Colla.
Still breathing though... I might go for a can and a half next time.
We are playing with fire...
How long have you taken them and when do you think they stopped working?
Do you think you can tell your caretaker (parent or family member) that they have stopped working?
LoveMePlease
Student
- Sep 28, 2020
- 104
I've been on them since 2019 and they mostly stopped working a week after i was out of the hospital I told my parents but they didn't say much
When did you get out of hospital?
May I ask why you want to die?
LoveMePlease
Student
- Sep 28, 2020
- 104
Got of hospital in January
Reasons I want to ctb:
Rape
Sexual trauma
Abuse
I'm abusive unintentionally
Depression
OCD
Therapy don't work that well
Schizophrenia
Abbie
Autumn
Dylan
Thomas
My dad
I find no joy in anything anymore
Life is bleak
Infinite Conscious
Experienced
- Aug 18, 2020
- 281
Chill, man...
I wrote a long reply to him, suggesting and providing a link for him to do the necessary research.
We are not making fun of him, even if we did joke a little, it was with him, not at him.
Dear author, don't ever say "I'm stupid"... you're not.
Ignorant to some essential info available on this site, maybe (which is normal after only 3 days on the forum)... but "stupid" - no.
And if you were indeed trolling on us, good job... if not, still great, you learned that this site could be a "life savior".
Dylan Thomas... Hmm.
I'm so sorry for everything you've been through. Do you think it is helpful if you sleep tonight and think about what to do tomorrow? Taking all these random medications will not help you and will not kill you.
Edit: @Chupacabra 44 would you like to chime in? Such a situation should be right up your alley.
LoveMePlease
Student
- Sep 28, 2020
- 104
I might bro I might sleep on it
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,726
Infinite Conscious
Experienced
- Aug 18, 2020
- 281
So please tell the boy then which single brand of pills should he use to successfully CTB by OD.
Yes, there is also a lethal amount of water one can drink, but please enlighten us...
be careful writing things like that. people will say you are making fun of someone.probably pro lifers, trying to make it out like people come on here and we drive them to suicide.
EDIT its like playgroup on here at the moment
voidman
emptiness —> nothingness
- Sep 15, 2020
- 217
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,726
I take him at his word that he's a legal adult, not a boy.
You said no pills. Did you mean OTC, or all pills ever? Because I read it as all pills ever, hence my loss for words.
If you meant OTC, it's possible with a couple different ones but exceedingly rare to succeed and far more likely to end up with severe effects and potential long-term damage.
Infinite Conscious
Experienced
- Aug 18, 2020
- 281
Well, I basically meant OTC medicines (as OP supposedly "attempted" with ibuprofen and melatonin - on separate occasions), and my instructions in this particular case had to be straightforward and easily understandable.
But even if we take into account "all" pills, which single kind would work by itself?
Oxycodone, as an opioid? Tramadol? Those opiates would be the closest to a possible OD. But would still be overwhelmingly improbable.
Even opioids would have to be mixed with something else.
Quite recently several newcomers have posted about their failed "attempts" with trying to OD on pills, or asked for advice about the same 'method'.
Their ignorance seems so advanced that it shocks me how they don't even try to research the topic a little prior to attempting to take own life.
I was trying to address that with my sentence which you quoted. They all should know that OD-ing on pills would not do the job and is in "practice" almost impossible. Technically, perhaps my point is not 100% accurate, but is 98% applicable, and going into those 2% of a statistical error would just confuse those newcomers more.
All of us who are more experienced here never even consider OD'ing on pills, because we know it simply doesn't work.
If you know of a brand of medicines/pills which would have the best odds for success (taken by itself), please share.Last edited:
mahakaliSS_MahaDurga
Visionary
- Apr 2, 2020
- 2,399
I told her/him that I was just joking a bit and did not mean any harm, s/he liked my posts, so I assumed s/he did not take anything personally or felt offended.
We have new troll accounts popping up regularly, so my first guess was that this person was trolling. Posts about OD-ing on melatonin or ibuprofen, on a resource-packed website seem like trolling. Maybe I am just cynical.
Yeah, my joke posts ( that I qualified as such and OP liked them) are going to drive them to do "something rash" and try to ctb impulsively.
I am sorry you had to go through this and I apologize if my posts have made you feel more suicidal. I am here if you want to talk.Last edited:While I can't say it is a troll for certain, I can say these are absolutely not serious attempts at ctb or even a serious attempt at self harm, if this were real.
Acopia
Specialist
- Sep 21, 2020
- 356
This feels like a person who's been in the system (at the very least, been in hospital).
Idk about others, but when I was in hospital I learned what sort of a dose or what med could do damage to me.. you talk to people right?
I'm giving the benefit of the doubt, and assuming the OP is a child.
Troll or not,
Child or not,
this is clearly an individual who needs some sort of assistance.
.. and who has some form of atypical allergy to ibuprofen resulting in sedation.Last edited:Similar threads
