TheSomebody
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- Sep 28, 2020
- 283
I wouldnt kill myself over anyone, much less a girl.
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iDieUDie80
Arcanist
- Jul 6, 2020
- 403
Yes, because I'm borderline. I'm curious to those saying no on this thread, what if every girl you ever liked/loved never loved you back? I want to kill myself because I'm fucking sick of failing and being pathetic.
bov
Arcanist
- Aug 26, 2020
- 405
Gaybonez
vegan jesus
- Nov 30, 2020
- 208
No. I am bothered by rejection fundamentally though, like most
livefreeorpeace
Member
- Jun 14, 2020
- 63
No, but I've definitely self-harmed over one. There was the time in my life that I felt like if I could saw my entire arm off it would actually make me feel that much better. I just wanted her attention, it didn't work.
I was involved with this woman that wasn't my wife. We were friends and it developed into more than I wanted and as soon as I realised what was happening I tried to finish it and throughout I said my wife is the most important person. The woman then took an overdose and blamed me for it saying if I ever tried to stop seeing her again she'd do it again or she would tell my wife we had been seeing each other. Stupid thing is we never had a physical relationship and she had fabricated this amazing story of lust and sex that she said was true. I tried to end it again as it wasn't what I wanted at all and true to her word she went around to my family home and told my wife we had been sleeping together for the past 6 months and she then showed her texts messages (screen shots) that I'd sent to her. Thing is I never sent those messages and she had created them by texting herself and then pretended to be me and replied. This woman has ripped my life apart and destroyed my family and my wonderful wife of 28 years. I hate myself for not being braver and telling my wife what was happening but was scared to lose her. So thought this other woman would get bored and move on ! But no she cluster fucked my life till there is nothing left.
I will end my life in 2021 I can't live with the shame or the deep remorse of hurting my wife. I hate with such passion it scares me and I don't want to punish anyone other than myself. It's been 11 months since it happened and everyday is hell and I want the pain to stop !
I will end my life in 2021 I can't live with the shame or the deep remorse of hurting my wife. I hate with such passion it scares me and I don't want to punish anyone other than myself. It's been 11 months since it happened and everyday is hell and I want the pain to stop !
Sherri
Archangel
- Sep 28, 2020
- 13,794
I did and now I regret that. I would never to that over an ex again. But some people do it, break ups can be very painful.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
From the way you describe it, aside from never having sex with her, it sounds like Fatal Attraction. Please think it through carefully before doing this to yourself.
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I've thought of nothing else for nearly 10 months because I wouldn't leave my wife she said she would remove my wife from the picture so I had to be with her
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MrBlue
Arcanist
- Jul 1, 2020
- 416
One of the reasons I want to ctb is a failure to get in any relationship, but I'll never get to the point where a woman would be able to directly effect my decision because of it.
If the impossible happened and I did end up in a relationship, I'd like to think I wouldn't kms over her but I am terrified of rejection tbh, so it might end up being a contributing factor in a decision to ctb.
If the impossible happened and I did end up in a relationship, I'd like to think I wouldn't kms over her but I am terrified of rejection tbh, so it might end up being a contributing factor in a decision to ctb.
Antigonish
Mage
- Sep 19, 2020
- 593
I only want to die because I can no longer bare myself or this unbearable world. But your choice is your choice.
lol fuck no. who gives a fuck. theres millions of women. its all the same anyway.
sweater
tired of it all
- Dec 23, 2020
- 27
Yes. Almost did. Was in a relationship for 10 years. When it ended I was catatonic and came very close to an attempt with a gun. Was rushed to the hospital by individuals at work who saw me during a breakdown at the office.
no. in my experience, the pain associated with the loss of relationship loss eventually subsides, relatively quickly and relatively suddenly. Different than the pain of a shift in your material condition, like if you lose a limb or have a serious, painful illness, or something else that permanently lowers your quality of life, like losing your career and / or reputation
