Why you wanna die? (concise answer)

[Archness]

tbh I'm just waiting to die.

The best I could hope for is to becoming hedonistic and indulge myself. But there's always this cloud, that I'm only ever waiting till death. My reasons to live are increasingly petty as I become less hopeful, the future becoming more dark.

It's not bad enough I'll ctb right now, but maybe later. My mental state is... as if I was living off junk food or something. At some point one can't survive, and I'll just want it to be over with. I'm quite a worthless person who's a burden due to my autism and low IQ anyways.

 

[stermc]

I could answer this in many ways. I could say I don't want to live because I am not finding happiness here. Because I don't feel - and have never felt at peace. Because I feel like I don't belong this earth and this world.

The correct answer, anyway, would be that I have finally realized I don't fit here. And that doesn't mean I am going to kill myself rn. But it means I am not going to find what I look for in this life. I can live other things, I can find happiness somewhere, but not what I am looking for.
And it's ok. I accept this. And I feel finally at peace.

 

[Anon1337]

I will never live a satisfying life.

 

[unimaginativelamp]

I need the pain to stop.

 

[Kta1994]

Chronic pain that keeps getting worse, its been 6 years that i live in poor health, nobody understands my pain

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

I am 67 and don´t want to end in a nursing home. A recent hospitalization taught me how easily it could happen that I am not able to kill myself anymore. So, in my situation it´s never to early to commit suicide but it can easily be too late.

The second reason is autassassinophilia, unfortunately becoming weaker with the decrease of testosterone.

Why am I still alife? I am afraid to miss something good.

 

[Darkover]

too many physical health problems

 

[Bitterman1996]

Feeling discontent

 

[Venus13]

I'm ugly, sad, psychotic, and the world is too harsh for me.

 

[annointed_towers]

Cursed by God for blasphemy in a moment of rage

 

[Sparr0w]

too lazy to keep on living.

 

[TapeMachine]

Incredibly disappointing and inept brain... For starters, I forget just about everything, almost like I have early-onset alzheimers.

I will never be able to achieve a completely independent lifestyle, thanks to my effing brain. I will always have to rely on others to help me with certain things.

I'm not quite 40 years old yet...

And my brain will just keep getting worse and worse, and I'll either end up homeless or sleeping on the couch of one of impoverished family menbers.

So much for being that "gifted" child with "so much potential"...

(Sorry, this answer isn't brief, lol; but brevity has never been one of my strengths..)

 

[TransilvanianHunger]

So much for being that "gifted" child with "so much potential"...

Oh, boy! This one stung so bad it almost felt good.

 

[groucho]

Because after 46 years I have realized that I have not been strong enough to end this cycle of bad choices and physical and emotional weakness. I am responsible for every bad decision I have made, and even though I know my weakness, I still fall victim to my fear. I am responsible for my state in life, and it is my responsibility to end it while I still have the strength to make my own choice.

This reasonates so much with me, I read all the posts about people in unbearable pain and I feel so guilt that I'm barely holding onto an ostensibly good life.

It feels like I've had so many opportunities and good luck in my life that I could have done well and been happy but I still manage to mess them up. People seem to think I'm a smart, talented person but I feel like a fraud, a cardboard cut out of a person. To top it off I get no enjoyment out of life and haven't for years. Going on 40 and all I do is worry. There is no hope left in the tank if I have another big set back, I don't want to hurt my family and the friends I have left but I seem destined to suicide or becoming a burden who will eventually isolate themselves and/or lose my mind.

We're seemingly entering a time of great suffering with world finances, climate, and society all on a knife edge. At this point my greatest contribution to the world would be to be one less hungry maw to feed.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Because I don't want to live.

 

[Dino_flower]

Surrounded by narcissists.

 

[absolomonisgone]

Because life is meaningless however much people cheat themselves.

 

[realityvoid]

i want control over my cptsd and death is the only way to achieve that now.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Life=Shit

 

[missingpeace]

I loved my life until supernatural entities started getting into my physical and spiritual systems and tormenting me day and night since the past 2 years. I tried everything I could to get rid of them but things have gotten worse, they are unstoppable. I am desperate to leave.

 

[Vul]

My family does not love me.

 

[downndone2]

Lost everything again and again, cannot find job, owe IRS back taxes, no one around, cannot leave my house again.

 

[Escapee]

iam related to this there is someone else who control my mind and deny me any rest or relief i want to escape from that person by
ctb

I tell people this.. they don't believe me.... They have been brainwashed by an "Oprah/ Inspirational Speaker Culture" that rejects the idea that just like there are PHYSICAL TERMINAL ILLNESSES, there are MENTAL terminla illnesses..... I mean sure, we could reduce our standard of our quality of life to the dust...... but why bother when we could just stop existing? I'm sorry you suffer freind. Hopefully in the future humans will develop cures for the ailments that today sends us to our graves... :(

the world need to understand the only solution to problems of people like me is death. we need to be encouraged and assisted to die

 

[lonelyy]

i dont see myself having a future, and the general idea of life sucks

 

[pupsensua1]

Sick of working for happiness, the more I do good, the more I expect from myself which eventually just ends up with me having low highs and high lows.

 

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

Lost everything that kept me here.

 

[incorporationated]

Constant infighting in the family. Dread.

 

[kindalone]

I'm not able to function/be self-sufficient and I'm always dependent on other people's resources despite being able-bodied. I'm helpless.

 

[biboty]

life has not been very kind to me and I cannot actively participate in it

 

[hellchik]

I hate myself with every fiber of my being, and it doesn't feel like there's any people that truly care or love me.