VIBRITANNIA
lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
- Aug 10, 2020
- 1,156
Lifetime loud tinnitus, visual snow, aspergers, social anxiety, and the OBVIOUS one: sh!tty BPD, narcissistic, abusive parents who often insults each other 
JohnDoe555
Arcanist
- Aug 5, 2020
- 416
Chronic illness, chronic pain, chronic treatment resistant depression. A general sense of dread at knowing I'll never escape this. That this pain/exhaustion/fear/sadness/panic is permanent and death is the only relief.
Sinkinshyp
Paragon
- Sep 7, 2020
- 947
my older son died in a car accident almost 3 yrs ago. I have been beyond depressed and destroyed since.
BPD Barbie
Visionary
- Dec 1, 2019
- 2,362
voidman
emptiness —> nothingness
- Sep 15, 2020
- 217
Debt and effect of debt on my self worth as well as on my family
kolski
ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀs
- May 27, 2019
- 115
В жизни нет смысла. Жизнь - это длительное ожидание, страдание.
BluesRunTheGame
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2020
- 1,624
Because I don't know if I'm losing my way or I'm already lost.
BluesRunTheGame
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2020
- 1,624
Hey bro, thanks for asking!
It's quite good actually. I love teaching. However, sometimes I feel so down that I find it hard to "start" but I end up doing it anyway because I really need the money.
BluesRunTheGame
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2020
- 1,624
For me it's being a bartender again. But bars are locked down here in England. Teaching must at least make a little more money anyway?
The lockdown sucks!
As for teaching, well, it depends on where you teach. I'm only tutoring privately some people so I don't make that much but it allows me to make a living and save a little for the time I "leave" this world. Just wanna put things in order.
A bartender huh? You must make amazing cocktails!
BluesRunTheGame
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2020
- 1,624
I could totally make you a mean margarita but I don't think it's a major career skill that people are interested in?
Emotional pain, meaningless life, guilt, sadness, emptyness, lonelyness... among other things
BluesRunTheGame
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2020
- 1,624
newave3
I want out
- Nov 21, 2020
- 2,550
I'm just tired of life. Plus, life is suffering.
LONE WOLF.
PUNISHER.
- Nov 4, 2020
- 1,804
I am the product of a rape in 1971, rejected by birth mother(understandably) rejected at 17 by abusive adoptive parents, cheated on by once much loved wife, and do not want to live in a world where every twisted sick perversion is accepted by most, and after existing for 30 odd year's alone and friendless l've had enough and am ready and looking forward to death, as soon as my Dog has passed l will be joining him a month later over rainbow bridge!
Simba
Missunderstood Potato
- Dec 9, 2018
- 719
I want to die mainly cause of my autism ,im able to talk to people but not everyone gets me or understand me .. same for me also when I don't understand others i end up getting frustrated ,i heard the therapist from school once told one of psychologist i saw at the time that im falling between the chairs , not everyone with autism or different disabilities get me either ,it's more autistics tho.. i rather die then have all of this shit brain of mine
I'm broken in ways that cant be fixed, creating a cycle of (false) hopefulness to complete loneliness. Now I feel empty/hollow and shattering i cant do this, feel this way anymore its too much.
Life sucks and it's going to get worse as time moves on.
WrongPlaceWrongTime
Better never to have been
- Jul 4, 2021
- 695
hʚll
not real.
- Jun 18, 2021
- 469