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JohnDoe555

JohnDoe555

Arcanist
Aug 5, 2020
416
Chronic illness, chronic pain, chronic treatment resistant depression. A general sense of dread at knowing I'll never escape this. That this pain/exhaustion/fear/sadness/panic is permanent and death is the only relief.
 
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Binami

Member
Sep 18, 2020
11
There's no possible improvement to a life worth living.
 
Water-Lily

Water-Lily

Enlightened
Dec 26, 2020
1,157
Abusive mom and future sexual abuse left me in a state of pain soba I want to CTB to escape and never have flashbacks
 
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kolski

ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀs
May 27, 2019
115
Because I don't deserve to live.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,165
Hey man how's it been going back to teaching?
Hey bro, thanks for asking!
It's quite good actually. I love teaching. However, sometimes I feel so down that I find it hard to "start" but I end up doing it anyway because I really need the money.
 
BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,712
For me it's being a bartender again. But bars are locked down here in England. Teaching must at least make a little more money anyway?
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,165
For me it's being a bartender again. But bars are locked down here in England. Teaching must at least make a little more money?
The lockdown sucks!
As for teaching, well, it depends on where you teach. I'm only tutoring privately some people so I don't make that much but it allows me to make a living and save a little for the time I "leave" this world. Just wanna put things in order.
A bartender huh? You must make amazing cocktails!
 
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BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,712
I could totally make you a mean margarita but I don't think it's a major career skill that people are interested in?
 
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Yiyo123

Member
Apr 24, 2020
93
Emotional pain, meaningless life, guilt, sadness, emptyness, lonelyness... among other things
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,976
I am the product of a rape in 1971, rejected by birth mother(understandably) rejected at 17 by abusive adoptive parents, cheated on by once much loved wife, and do not want to live in a world where every twisted sick perversion is accepted by most, and after existing for 30 odd year's alone and friendless l've had enough and am ready and looking forward to death, as soon as my Dog has passed l will be joining him a month later over rainbow bridge!
 
Simba

Simba

Missunderstood Potato
Dec 9, 2018
746
I want to die mainly cause of my autism ,im able to talk to people but not everyone gets me or understand me .. same for me also when I don't understand others i end up getting frustrated ,i heard the therapist from school once told one of psychologist i saw at the time that im falling between the chairs , not everyone with autism or different disabilities get me either ,it's more autistics tho.. i rather die then have all of this shit brain of mine
 
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BrokenLine

Experienced
Jul 13, 2019
255
I'm broken in ways that cant be fixed, creating a cycle of (false) hopefulness to complete loneliness. Now I feel empty/hollow and shattering i cant do this, feel this way anymore its too much.
 

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