Why you wanna die? (concise answer)

[fuzattojuliana]

I lost my reason to keep pretending life is okay.

 

[grungeCat]

Low intelligence, extreme awkwardness, being completely unable to start and maintain a relationship with other human (even though I'm not autistic). There are lots of factors but I think severe loneliness is the most major one.

 

[MrBlue]

Severe, chronic loneliness. I'll always be too inadequate in all areas of my life to be ever considered acceptable to others, so it won't ever change.

 

[ExitTheMatrix]

Having control over my own death is a major relief.
Live your life "perfectly"
....you'll still die. Old demented, fucked up and CRAPPING YOURSELF

 

[BerryCakes]

Chemical imbalance.
MDD runs in my family.

 

[Superdeterminist]

Your main reason.
Be as concise as possible.
mine is Existence of Suffering

Mine is exactly the same as yours.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Being unwanted. Life is like a huge party, but not everyone is invited.

 

[draw a circle]

Sick of the way the world works. Scared of failure. Losing faith on humanity. Fucking hated myself, don't wanna live as myself anymore.

 

[Reyki6667]

Existence of suffering, inescapable chronic depression with severe adhd, multiple trauma, poverty.
Can't unsee this world as hell and full of shit.

 

[clayp]

Hate this world and what society has turned into. Not to mention my mental health.

 

[HowSoonIsNow]

BPD never gets better

 

[BridgeJumper]

1. Nobody cares about me or loves me, my parents treat me like a doormat to take out all their frustrations on and I havent talked to anyone in 9 months,
2. My physical illness is so debilitating that most days I can barely function
3. Depression depression depression
4. My only dream is ruined, I can never get into art academy because Im too dumb to pass math finals.
5. Full of resentment for all doctors that mocked me / abused me instead of helping me
6. Existence is pointless and Im just a flesh prison cursed with awareness.

 

[kevin1192]

My ex. That's why i wanna die

 

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

because my families inescapable abuse is pushing me to a point where suicide is the answer

 

[nitroautnz]

A chaotic brain that make my life tiring, chronic depression, autism, loneliness even if I have a caring family and some friends (not sure why but that how I feel :/ )

 

[Green Destiny]

Life is too much for me.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Exhaustion, dread, depression, hopelessness. These have been lifelong issues.

And I've said this a lot, but I've felt like a burden for my entire life and genuinely believe that people are better off without me. I find my suicide to be very "altruistic", for lack of a better word

 

[Anthagonos]

Existence is truly suffering. No more explanation needed.

Same here. I had lot of potential, I am tall, good looking, smart, etc... but I have a mum that destroyed my life since minute one. So I didn'the use my youth years, I feel always depressed, etc... Pain of existing and huge amounts of frustratiene and conflict.

 

[CyoherKnight]

Schizoaffective, PTSD, lgbt in a religious environment.

At times I've had indescribable torture in my head. And I always suffer at some level. I lost complete ability to feel emotions (besides fear and anxiety) twentyish years ago.

I will say this. There was a period were my current bf made my life worth living. But I kid you not, he is about to go to prison for decades.

Also, America has gone full blown fascist and I dont wanna add yet a,other layer.

I dream of sleeping constantly. I joke about wanting to be in a coma. Im just ready to go. I lived my life, I made it to a point where I can leave with little regret.

Handgun is gonna be my method. Im gonna have a little fun with some heavy opiods and alcohol.

Gonna have a little fun first, I will then stream my death live. I post when ready, then I can give the stream privately.

Though i need a little time first as I made my decision an hour ago.

 

[ItsOverIsntIt]

I don't believe I have anything to look forward to in the future. Life is so dull and I don't want it to waste away doing nothing I am proud of and having people be disappointed in me

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

My obsession with dreams and alternate realities, as in this world... it's not a place I belong.
I want to obtain my new happy meal flag.

 

[Blueman]

I don't believe I have anything to look forward to in the future. Life is so dull and I don't want it to waste away doing nothing I am proud of and having people be disappointed in me

Wow even though you're a young female at college and I'm 55 and male, I could've written those exact same words and looking at some of your posts more similarities
Am unemployed and lacking motivation to find a new job and covid is causing more lockdown boredom and job loss.in the UK as well as US:(

 

[EraseRewind]

I've done enough, time to rest

 

[Rue89]

My anxiety is unbearable and I can't live with it anymore.

 

[Ramirez]

Shit life.

 

[IcyBat]

Not happy, no money, no energy to work, no (legal) weed (in Germany).

 

[Smellanie]

No hope

 

[Spitfire]

A lot of reasons. A whole lot...

To be concise though, it boils down to this and just this for me.

It is what I want to do for myself to leave this place when I am ready.

 

[Lupgevif]

This planet is being ruined by people who can do whatever they want and whose actions I have no say on.

 

[_Minsk]

the existence of disease and suffering