What was your method before joining SS?

[darkerthanblack]

I don't have the money, plus I need a visa to go to another country.

 

[Thisisjustadream]

Oh i see i understand

 

[darkerthanblack]

Where are you from? and why you think of doing it?

 

[Thisisjustadream]

Where are you from? and why you think of doing it?

I have several reasons for wanting to blow my brains out. I live in canada

 

[End Piece]

I have no thrall with using SN. Even if there may be some pain. My first suicide attempt was very painful and SN will be nothing like it.


Sounds messy for sure.. But quick if you hit the sweet spot. Is this what you have set in stone?


All of the people who say hanging; wow, that scares me but I do understand! And ODing on street drugs sounds horrible.. Have you found another way at all?

The fan favourite, SN.

 

[k75]

Mine was insulin OD. It seemed like a good idea and easy because I'm diabetic and have a large stockpile of insulin. But my research led me here, and I've ruled it out.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Long drop hanging. I found SS while looking for a table giving rope length depending on weight.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Mine was insulin OD. It seemed like a good idea and easy because I'm diabetic and have a large stockpile of insulin. But my research led me here, and I've ruled it out.

Yes, that was one of my methods as well, but the first time I tried to ctb, I DIDN'T take insulin for a few days, ate lots of sweets and nearly died on the bathroom floor but my mum heard me, rushed in and took me to the hospital. I was laying on the floor in my own puke and an arm on the toilet bowl. I had 10 mins left to live when they took me in. Had a NDE. It was the most peace I ever felt. Then I woke up full of IVs, fluids and morphine.

Now I've chosen SN. After I move out. Simple enough.

Long drop hanging. I found SS while looking for a table giving rope length depending on weight.

Oh, that sounds wild.. So you're sticking to hanging? I hope it goes in your favour.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Oh, that sounds wild.. So you're sticking to hanging? I hope it goes in your favour.

I quickly changed to partial but failed one attempt. Then went to SN, it's ordered but I hope I will drink it with my SS friend.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I quickly changed to partial but failed one attempt. Then went to SN, it's ordered but I hope I will drink it with my SS friend.

I am also going the SN route. I hope it goes well and peaceful for you. x

 

[BrokenAngel8]

Mine was hanging/jumping but upon research changed to partial hanging. Sadly never got the guts. First attempt with bunch of psychiatrist prescribed medicines that I saved in span of a year and a half (took half dosage, save the rest), vomitted bunch of it, leave me dizzy af and admitted to ER. Stayed for 2-3 nights, first night in hospital I was peacefully sleeping but suddenly all nurses and doctors gather up around my bed, lil sis accompanying me that night turns white, they said I was unresponsive for very short time so they tried to "wake me up". I didn't feel anything tho. I was just sleeping. If I were gone that would be utterly peaceful way to go.

Those were from around 2 years ago. Earlier this year I had NaCN, researched about SN as well but haven't gather anything yet, and I gave life a second chance. I'm back to square one now, sign up on this forum because I find peace here, and pretty positive will go with SN this time, remembering my experience with attempted OD and purchasing NaCN.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Mine was hanging/jumping but upon research changed to partial hanging. Sadly never got the guts. First attempt with bunch of psychiatrist prescribed medicines that I saved in span of a year and a half (took half dosage, save the rest), vomitted bunch of it, leave me dizzy af and admitted to ER. Stayed for 2-3 nights, first night in hospital I was peacefully sleeping but suddenly all nurses and doctors gather up around my bed, lil sis accompanying me that night turns white, they said I was unresponsive for very short time so they tried to "wake me up". I didn't feel anything tho. I was just sleeping. If I were gone that would be utterly peaceful way to go.

Those were from around 2 years ago. Earlier this year I had NaCN, researched about SN as well but haven't gather anything yet, and I gave life a second chance. I'm back to square one now, sign up on this forum because I find peace here, and pretty positive will go with SN this time, remembering my experience with attempted OD and purchasing NaCN.

That sounds like hell you went through..and to feel like you were just asleep.

Personally, I think SN is the best way to go but it's all up to free will and if you know what you're doing.

 

[BrokenAngel8]

That sounds like hell you went through..and to feel like you were just asleep.

Personally, I think SN is the best way to go but it's all up to free will and if you know what you're doing.

Right, I choose SN now because I know what to expect and have rough idea how would it feels. The urge of vomitting, the light headedness, fast/irregular heart beating; I've been there. Also now I remember I deliberately took excessive amount of my mom's diabetic meds few times leading up to my first attempt so I know my way around toxicating myself. I've purchased NaCN before, I know where to obtain it and I've handled them in possession for few months, I know how to carry them around, I know where to hide them, and more importantly, I know how most people don't suspect anything, including security checking in most public places (at least in where I live). I'm not in a rush, I'll let christmas, new year, and my mom's birthday pass first, but definetely in 2020. There are no reason to live like a parasite for too long.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Right, I choose SN now because I know what to expect and have rough idea how would it feels. The urge of vomitting, the light headedness, fast/irregular heart beating; I've been there. Also now I remember I deliberately took excessive amount of my mom's diabetic meds few times leading up to my first attempt so I know my way around toxicating myself. I've purchased NaCN before, I know where to obtain it and I've handled them in possession for few months, I know how to carry them around, I know where to hide them, and more importantly, I know how most people don't suspect anything, including security checking in most public places (at least in where I live). I'm not in a rush, I'll let christmas, new year, and my mom's birthday pass first, but definitely in 2020. There are no reason to live like a parasite for too long.

My love goes out to you. I don't know how I'd deal with it, myself. I've never taken anybody else's medication, though.

 

[SoupSnakes]

Having tried OD and hanging multiple times, I'd settled on jumping. Found my place, was content with my decision. Until I came on here and read about SN, that's now my chosen method, just waiting for it to arrive.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Having tried OD and hanging multiple times, I'd settled on jumping. Found my place, was content with my decision. Until I came on here and read about SN, that's now my chosen method, just waiting for it to arrive.

I hope your travels are smooth and done well. You deserve peace.

 

[hobbydevil]

I was pretty set on jumping. I live in a big city with plenty of tall buildings that would kill me for sure. I also considered going hiking and jumping from a cliff.
Now I'm set on SN.

 

[readytogonow]

Exit bag. But now I will probably go with SN.

 

[woxihuanni]

The place needs to be renamed to Smurfville. I just hope that SN will stay available.

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

Partial, based on reading the Geo Stone text. Now, exit bag first choice, SN if that doesn't work out for me.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I was pretty set on jumping. I live in a big city with plenty of tall buildings that would kill me for sure. I also considered going hiking and jumping from a cliff.
Now I'm set on SN.

Jumping sounds scary to me but I almost did it before. SN is a good choice!

Exit bag. But now I will probably go with SN.

I was going to try the exit bag as well but I settled on SN. It sounds so much more peaceful.

 

[hobbydevil]

Jumping sounds scary to me but I almost did it before. SN is a good choice!

Yeah, I have no idea if I would have even been able to go through with jumping. I have always been drawn to high places though, and often stood at the edge and had to pull myself back.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Partial, based on reading the Geo Stone text. Now, exit bag first choice, SN if that doesn't work out for me.

Either way, I hope your transition goes well and you finally be at peace. x

 

[Kikoo Loool]

It seems like a lot of us changed their minds to SN

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

Either way, I hope your transition goes well and you finally be at peace. x

Thank you, I appreciate your kindness

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Thank you, I appreciate your kindness

My pleasure, friend!

 

[mediocre]

The exit bag. I first heard of it about 5 years ago long before I found this forum. It's just so complicated and I could never get all the supplies to make it work.

 

[Conker]

Jumping, but there's a better option.

 

[noctiva]

I want to quote a famous song to answer that question: 'Ah ah ah ah staying alive, staying alive.'
That, and N. I actually came for the N, and then found out that I have everything I need at work already, so no need to spend heaps of money and time on anything but getting a prescription for meto.
I have never really had a method before that I had pursuit, I was never suicidal before.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

The exit bag. I first heard of it about 5 years ago long before I found this forum. It's just so complicated and I could never get all the supplies to make it work.

So if not the Exit bag now, then what have you decided on? That was my route shortly before SS as well.

Jumping, but there's a better option.

Jumping is scary to me. Have you gone through some resources and possibly decided on one?

I want to quote a famous song to answer that question: 'Ah ah ah ah staying alive, staying alive.'
That, and N. I actually came for the N, and then found out that I have everything I need at work already, so no need to spend heaps of money and time on anything but getting a prescription for meto.
I have never really had a method before that I had pursuit, I was never suicidal before.

Things change and make people the way they are. It happens and it isn't your fault. N would be perfect if I could afford such a thing.