What was your method before joining SS?

[BridgeJumper]

Jumping off a bridge forever
But tried hanging, wrist cutting and ODs too

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Jumping off a bridge forever
But tried hanging, wrist cutting and ODs too

So you don't plan to go any other way? I guess your username kind of says it all.

 

[BridgeJumper]

Yes this is my ultimate ctb plan because I have a bridge fetish. Im going to die at the hands of my favourite bridge
(Lol yep, Im crazy, all of my right mind left me 10 years ago)

 

[woxihuanni]

Caffeine. Not perfectly reliable, and very painful, but I wish I'd just done it back then.

 

[MeltingHeart]

Caffeine. Not perfectly reliable, and very painful, but I wish I'd just done it back then.

I have heard of this..crazy thought-im guessing it effects the heart mostly-seems to be one of those things that is more common by accidental occasions but rare in suicidal overdose.

 

[Dreamwithinadream]

It was fentanyl before I discovered N.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

It was fentanyl before I discovered N.

Neither of those I could ever afford or I'd have my hands on them. That's okay, SN will do the trick.

 

[RecycledAtoms]

Either CO via portable charcoal grill or low suspension hanging. Both are still highly optional, but I'm really liking the SN idea.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Either CO via portable charcoal grill or low suspension hanging. Both are still highly optional, but I'm really liking the SN idea.

I think SN is definitely a better option for sure, but however you choose to go out is up to you.

 

[Volomori83]

My method was always be the same, hanging. SS has been invaluable to me for researching the process of hanging — the different types, the variables to consider, how to best prepare a more effective setup for a more assured outcome.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

My method was always be the same, hanging. SS has been invaluable to me for researching the process of hanging — the different types, the variables to consider, how to best prepare a more effective setup for a more assured outcome.

You're going to keep that method? I hope it works for you. I'm personally scared shitless of hanging.

 

[RecycledAtoms]

I think SN is definitely a better option for sure, but however you choose to go out is up to you.

Actually, to tell the full story... I would prefer N over anything, but can't get any. After N, I prefer inert gas asphyxiation via nitrogen, but too many things have to be just right and I'm afraid of botching the job. My very first method of choice is handgun, but can't get one legally due to mental health issues and I don't want to put someone in legal trouble by using theirs... So, that brings me to what I first said about CO and low suspension hanging...

Ultimately, I'm so afraid of something going wrong!

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Actually, to tell the full story... I would prefer N over anything, but can't get any. After N, I prefer inert gas asphyxiation via nitrogen, but too many things have to be just right and I'm afraid of botching the job. My very first method of choice is handgun, but can't get one legally due to mental health issues and I don't want to put someone in legal trouble by using theirs... So, that brings me to what I first said about CO and low suspension hanging...

Ultimately, I'm so afraid of something going wrong!

I would have also loved to have N, but I don't have the money for such a thing. So I'm using SN. It will still RKO me, so it's all good. I don't want a messy corpse left behind, myself.

 

[Volomori83]

You're going to keep that method? I hope it works for you. I'm personally scared shitless of hanging.

Yeah, I was really intimidated by it before coming on here. I've spent nearly 2 years now researching, practicing and generally refining the process. I'm still somewhat scared but more about the dying process rather than the method employed to do it.

 

[CaptainT]

My original method was going shopping with my ex girlfriend and waiting outside the stores for hours.....almost killed me every Saturday ;)

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Yeah, I was really intimidated by it before coming on here. I've spent nearly 2 years now researching, practicing and generally refining the process. I'm still somewhat scared but more about the dying process rather than the method employed to do it.

If you know what you're doing, you're all set, I believe.

My original method was going shopping with my ex girlfriend and waiting outside the stores for hours.....almost killed me every Saturday ;)

That would kill me as well... Whew!

 

[itistimetoleave]

Drowning (I can't swim so even if I want, I won't be able to save myself). The hard part is just jumping off a bridge or going in water. I did order my SN but not sure if I want to go through with it. Honestly, I know drowning is very painful but surprisingly, I don't care about how painful the method will be. I just want to die - as long as I die, I am fine with whatever method. The problem with SN is that my SI will kick in and I might call my boyfriend and tell him what I did. But if I choose drowning, my SI wont do anything. So, still confused which one I will go through with.

My original method was going shopping with my ex girlfriend and waiting outside the stores for hours.....almost killed me every Saturday ;)

HHaha we should have a laugh reaction too

 

[WhiteDespair]

I would have also loved to have N, but I don't have the money for such a thing. So I'm using SN. It will still RKO me, so it's all good. I don't want a messy corpse left behind, myself.

Did you just make a wwf reference?

 

[RecycledAtoms]

Drowning (I can't swim so even if I want, I won't be able to save myself). The hard part is just jumping off a bridge or going in water. I did order my SN but not sure if I want to go through with it. Honestly, I know drowning is very painful but surprisingly, I don't care about how painful the method will be. I just want to die - as long as I die, I am fine with whatever method. The problem with SN is that my SI will kick in and I might call my boyfriend and tell him what I did. But if I choose drowning, my SI wont do anything. So, still confused which one I will go through with.

HHaha we should have a laugh reaction too

I have heard (but can't verify) that military members are taught that if they get into a situation where they are trapped under water and if they know they will not survive, that the best thing to do (to avoid suffering) is let out ALL air and then very quickly take the deepest breath in. Apparently this causes swift unconsciousness.

Again, I cannot verify that this is true.

 

[Crystal Labeija]

My initial method was the exit bag, then I switched to N (when A was around), then switched to SN.

 

[Darkhaven]

Before joining i was more naive and i thought i could get N more easily.
Now it's SN with me.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Did you just make a wwf reference?

It's possible I did...

My initial method was the exit bag, then I switched to N (when A was around), then switched to SN.

Glad you've gone for SN, sorry to hear about the N. Would have love to get my hands on N.

Before joining i was more naive and i thought i could get N more easily.
Now it's SN with me.

Before I joined, I didn't know any method but both of yours seem fine. N is something I wish I could acquire but no money or sources.

 

[EndItQuickly]

Nitrogen exit bag. It sounded so simple and stress free...until I started reading the exit bag megathread lol. SN is my method now, have it ordered and its en route now!

 

[Tired_M]

First thought I'd CTB using CO, but after some research and after finding this forum, I realized SN was way more appropriate and easier for me.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Nitrogen exit bag. It sounded so simple and stress free...until I started reading the exit bag megathread lol. SN is my method now, have it ordered and its en route now!

Many of us have gone over to SN! It sounds so peaceful, doesn't it? x

First thought I'd CTB using CO, but after some research and after finding this forum, I realized SN was way more appropriate and easier for me.

You won't be in pain and peace will come your way.

 

[EndItQuickly]

Many of us have gone over to SN! It sounds so peaceful, doesn't it? x

Compared to the other methods at our disposal it definitely does. The thought of my last moments puking into a toilet in pain isn't great, but it's a million times better than a botched hanging or being a vegetable in a torturous hell for 40 years...lol.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Compared to the other methods at our disposal it definitely does. The thought of my last moments puking into a toilet in pain isn't great, but it's a million times better than a botched hanging or being a vegetable in a torturous hell for 40 years...lol.

All depends if you have anti nausea medication. I'm taking prescription stuff but I think you can find gravol at the grocery store. It might not be super strong but it's better than nothing.

 

[Moony21]

My ex broke up with my when we were driving in a car. I jumped out of the moving car and ended up in the hospital and after two weeks in a psychiatry for a few weeks. When I came home with 30 ambien in my baggage, I thought they will doing the job. I lay in the bathtup I was hoping I am drowning while I were asleep. After a few hours I woke up in bed full of puke. It's been a while (when I was 20 y.)...

Hopefully I'wont fail again when I'm "readay" to go!

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Hanging or/and headshot were my methods till I found about SN.

 

[RecycledAtoms]

My ex broke up with my when we were driving in a car. I jumped out of the moving car and ended up in the hospital and after two weeks in a psychiatry for a few weeks. When I came home with 30 ambien in my baggage, I thought they will doing the job. I lay in the bathtup I was hoping I am drowning while I were asleep. After a few hours I woke up in bed full of puke. It's been a while (when I was 20 y.)...

Hopefully I'wont fail again when I'm "readay" to go!

I had a similar experience while staying with a friend one time. I OD'd on zyprexa (olanzapine) and slept for 3 days. During which I woke up a few times to use the privy, but I barely remember any of it.