Because I need something that guarantee my death, and I want something quick. I don't want to lay in bed putting N or SN in my body and wait for it to work, I'm scare of turn blue and deprived of oxygen and gasp for air. Depends on your body weight and tolerance, it might be hours and hours before I pas out. Not talking about fail, I end up in psych ward. Yeah, it sound all dandy that it gonna work, but I don't want to risk me vomit out N or SN. My goal is something fast, like BAM, done.
I want a shotgun to my temple, that would be super fast, rack rack, pull trigger done. It be so quick that your brain wouldn't even register what happen, let alone laying in pain.
Free fall sound even more nice, injuries all over your body, from your organs yank out to head injuries. My goal, get my heart yank out. At terminal velocity, it be quick. You heard a loud thud, BAM, all black, done.
I guess my goal is the quickest way to go. So last thing I want is laying in bed waiting for whatever I drink to work.
Tbh, I think those who take poison are brave, because the thoughts of me laying in bed waiting for it to work, it just sound painful for me. Throw up, overdose, these scare me, too slow to die.
I'm a chicken, so I need something fast like lightning, so a shotgun would probably give me what I want.
How about you Ms/ SuicidalSymphonies, I'm guessing you go for N or SN right? I would go for N though.
eta: oh btw, there a news about this Russian boy, who saw his head off with an electric saw. Now, that is BRAVE. It a painful way to go, picture saw your own head off. If that the case, please just give me a gun so I can blow to my temple.