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justsuicidal

justsuicidal

Member
Nov 27, 2019
12
Through previous research I had heard about taking antiemetics when you overdose so I was just gonna purchase some Dramamine and buy a bunch of pills (not at the same store didn't wanna get them suspicious of me buying antinausea meds with a bunch of meds lol) and do that. But now thanks to this site I'm set on SN and I already have my meto, ibuprofen, just waiting on my SN to arrive it's in the mail.
 
NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
450
Carbon Monoxide, drinking myself to the point of passing out in negative degree weather or mixing bleach and ammonia to inhale the fumes while in a sealed off space.

Now, it's SN.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
I thought I'm enough of a hot shit to extract cyanide potassium out of apricot cores. I started the research with apple seeds. Plan A was to just crush a good kilo, boil the results, drink the "broth". Somebody else was researching that too. Apricot is better, apparently. Also, that's a batshit crazy thing to try at home.
 
MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

Specialist
Aug 1, 2019
343
Nitrogen hood

Never thought I'd consider ingesting something, but now I'm considering SN, like everyone else. I've already ordered it and everything...it's basically my certain back up plan if I can't get my hands on nitrogen
 
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freefrommybody

Vehemently Pro-choice
Nov 19, 2019
115
I was going to buy a gun and shoot myself in the head. At least I had already figured that using a .22 cal wasn't the best idea.
 
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Notf1xable

Time is a drug. Too much of it kills you.-Terry P
Oct 19, 2019
97
I didn't have a method before SS, but because of working in the medical field for a bit I knew what didn't work so it really limited my options.
 
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Mizzmini45

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2019
447
I was going to drown myself like the one youtube star Etika who recently drowned himself or hang myself like the girl from the girl group G.R.L did. Now its its either hanging or SN. Shotgun to messy. My godfather/uncle did that and it was horrible. I never recovered after that.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,362
Was 99% sure I was going to hang or jump. After joining here and reading/researching I've settled on SN. Already ordered my meto and SN! :)
 
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Nnana

Member
Dec 1, 2019
78
If I go, I will go with partial hanging as I don't have access to other methods. I already did a few tests with a rope I bought and I got dizzy, felt tingling, my skin turned pale in a few seconds. I think it will work very well.
 
mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,091
Before SS my method was N but it has proven too hard to obtain so I'm planning to use SN.
 
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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
I didn't have any method before joining but I used to think what if I overdose or what if I could drown or something like that
 
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terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

Warlock
Dec 28, 2019
707
Before SS, going very fast on a motorbike, no helmet on, and smash into a wall. Or go to america, buy a gun or use a gun range and shoot myself.
After SS, N or SN or F.
 
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ghostwannabe

New Member
Dec 21, 2019
3
Gun range like my friend did or overdose
 
hershberger

hershberger

Student
Dec 28, 2019
124
Before: hoard Xanax (I have a prescription), drink a lot, and hope it worked. (Ugh.)
Now: SN.
 
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passenger27

passenger27

In my beginning is my end.
Aug 25, 2019
642
Carbon Monoxide by charcoal until I figured out what a pain in the ass it is, plus the smoke from burning charcoal in a chimney starter draws suspicion. I have the nosiest neighbors you can imagine. I can't go the SN route unfortunately because I have ulcers so I'm sort of leaning towards a combo of bezos and recreational drugs to CTB.
 
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wannabenorwegian

wannabenorwegian

Jan 1, 2020
10
Jumping of a (Cruise) Ship in the North Atlantic and then drowning or freezing to death while looking at a sky full of stars.

I know that it probably will be painfull, but I just want to make sure, that nobody finds my body. (Not sure why, but because of that all the home/hotel methods are no option for me).
 
Roger

Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
973
Before SS, going very fast on a motorbike, no helmet on, and smash into a wall. Or go to america, buy a gun or use a gun range and shoot myself.
After SS, N or SN or F.
Go to America ? If you are not a US citizen you will find that it is hard to legally acquire a gun.
 
waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
Before I learned about SN I was planning on hanging myself or shooting myself in the head with a gun.

I also looked into the charcoal method but it seemed difficult to pull off.
 
JustAnotherSuicider

JustAnotherSuicider

Hoping for the best - expecting the worst
Dec 28, 2019
98
Before I found this forum I was thinking about exit bag + helium, and I still considering this, but now I also consider hanging, it's just easier. And I have read a lot about how it's hard to get pure helium tank now and other obstacles. After reading a lot about hanging (partial and full suspension) I'm getting more and more convinced toward this method.
 
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Mizzmini45

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2019
447
I tried cutting an artery, ovedosing on medications, and was starting to consider jumping.

Now I am intrested in N but have no idea how to obtain it. Maybe a guns . I am primarily intrested in N. That would be a wonderful way to go if executed effectively. I am also open to being stabbed with consent.

I never want to be murdered. A few people tried to equate euthanasia(suicide) with being murdered. One you give consent for and the other you don't. People not suicidal can be so ignorant sometimes, lol

Finding out about N was a positive. Now if I could only obtain some. My second is someone stabbing me in a controlled setting with my consent.
What artery did you try to cut? Thigh?
 
Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
Hanging, jumping, or setting myself on fire. All of the methods that I probably would avoid choosing now. I didn't know or think of how painful these methods would be, or that hanging or jumping could cause you to be a vegetable. Yes, I admit, I was very simple-minded. I never knew the night night method or SN method even existed. I've learned new one's since I've joined the community :)
 
terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

Warlock
Dec 28, 2019
707
Go to America ? If you are not a US citizen you will find that it is hard to legally acquire a gun.

The 3rd answer down. You can skip all the background checks etc at a gun show and buy off a dodgy private citizen, buy a gun illegally. I first saw it on tv, it was exposing the way guns can be bought illegally, that's what got me thinking. Or i'd go to a range. But N/SN/F is preferred now.
 
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Root

Student
Sep 15, 2019
117
Train.. I live right next to train tracks and I thought it's the only easy and quick method. I'm not planning to do that anymore. It's so cruel to the driver and other people on the train.
 
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Beachygirl

Beachygirl

Member
Jan 3, 2020
93
MIne was jumping and still is but only when I'm ready and not before.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
disabledandhopeless

disabledandhopeless

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2020
1,893
N. But I didn't know where to get it.
 

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