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JustBill104

Member
Sep 25, 2022
11
Lots of fear, with a dose of depression, just tyring to figure out a way to keep going, but I'm not able to talk about anything with anyone, no one understands.
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,026
Don't know how to describe it really, I guess I've been 'sullen' the whole day.
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
850
Frustration / Irritation
 
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LesbianCarpetPython

LesbianCarpetPython

Smell lord
Sep 24, 2022
151
I guess envy, despair and upset. Was friends with a sex worker and they had a total good bod and we were genuinely pretty good mates but my depression got too much for them
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
850
Sad and Shame
 
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anyoneshorizon

Member
Jun 8, 2022
96
I think i've felt envy the most
 
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miserableforever

miserableforever

Arcanist
Oct 23, 2020
488
My strongest emotion today would be loneliness. I feel I don't have enough contact with people such as, hugs or long convoersations. Anybody else experiencing a strong emotion they want to talk about?
Hate
 
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SuzeWantsOut

Member
Sep 17, 2022
13
Strongest emotion today: emotional pan knowing I need to find a better home for my dog.Shame, knowing I have failed her. Extreme hopelessness, loneliness.

And that's while I was awake. I slept with pharmaceutical help all day.
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
850
Frustration
 
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WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,026
It was anger first and now it's turning into frustration which will gradually descend down to hopelessness. I wonder, when is it appropriate for me to just throw in the towel and give up already? Is there really hope for everyone? How can I even get to that point of optimism? And why can't I just live life the way I want to live it? Fuck this.
 
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reverse03

Departing. Goodbye
Sep 11, 2022
153
Loneliness. Self pity. Tired.
 
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WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,026
Loneliness. Self pity. Tired.
I've certainly been feeling all of these things too. You aren't alone, I'm not sure if that brings you any comfort. You can certainly speak your mind here.
 
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reverse03

Departing. Goodbye
Sep 11, 2022
153
I've certainly been feeling all of these things too. You aren't alone, I'm not sure if that brings you any comfort. You can certainly speak your mind here.
Thanks. I don't want to feel these things but I cannot hold them back. I want to cry but my eyes are dry. I want someone to hold me but no one is beside me. They all abandoned me saying that I am the only one who can help myself. I know that but I still need someone to hold me, a tight hug, a shoulder to cry on. Yes, I am physically attachment deprived. It is hard when physical touch is my love language but no one can give it to me. I am tired.
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,026
Thanks. I don't want to feel these things but I cannot hold them back. I want to cry but my eyes are dry. I want someone to hold me but no one is beside me. They all abandoned me saying that I am the only one who can help myself. I know that but I still need someone to hold me, a tight hug, a shoulder to cry on. Yes, I am physically attachment deprived. It is hard when physical touch is my love language but no one can give it to me. I am tired.
Yes that is totally understandable. I don't even remember the last time I got a hug. I don't remember the last time I received a compliment either, at least from somebody IRL. I hate that we all have to go about this alone.
 
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reverse03

Departing. Goodbye
Sep 11, 2022
153
Yes that is totally understandable. I don't even remember the last time I got a hug. I don't remember the last time I received a compliment either, at least from somebody IRL. I hate that we all have to go about this alone.
It really sucks. All the years I thought I am strong and independent. I put up a strong character. Now that I am at my weakest and breaking point no one can hold or support me. I hope that you will find someone you can rely on.
 
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WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,026
It really sucks. All the years I thought I am strong and independent. I put up a strong character. Now that I am at my weakest and breaking point no one can hold or support me. I hope that you will find someone you can rely on.
I very much hope the same for you.
 
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LivedTooLong

LivedTooLong

Avoidant
Apr 26, 2018
156
Despair. Stating the obvious, given the nature of this site, but it's truly consuming today.
 
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Venus13

Venus13

Experienced
Oct 2, 2022
233
Learned.

A lot of hard lessons hitting me all at once. I feel like my feet are firmly on the ground.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
Utter disbelief at my dumb life choices.
 
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Muach

Member
Jan 28, 2022
54
Grief.
My dog friend just died.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
850
Dissatisfied.
 
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ZRA

ZRA

Member
Oct 11, 2022
49
Panic... I really can't think straight.
 
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