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akirat9

エクトリアン
Sep 23, 2022
386
たくさんのランダムな感情
プレイズムからまた無駄なメールを受け取った。
 
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S like suicide

S like suicide

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,432
Desperation
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
843
Regret
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,561
Emotional pain, a lot of it.
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
843
Anger.. lots of anger.
 
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przeciwwymiotne

Be rude to me at all times, I don't deserve kindne
Jun 27, 2022
332
Sadness, stress, nostalgia
 
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life_goes_on

with or without me
Nov 1, 2021
21
Fear. Desperation. I need to move on Sunday, there is s lot of work to be done and my only desire is to distract myself with my phone.

I'm a recovering addict and my addiction to substances now presents as an internet addiction.
 
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WhatPowerIs

Paragon
Jun 19, 2022
947
Anger and despair. I feel angry at the rest of the world but I feel despair at the fact that nobody is really listening to me and I feel all alone.
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
843
despair
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
774
None. I have been in a flat emotional state.
 
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leeloosnow

leeloosnow

Warlock
Aug 28, 2022
725
frustration i think more than anything else. also confused, and hopeless.
 
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earshurt

Member
Oct 11, 2022
58
Excluded
 
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achromatic

achromatic

hedgehog dilemma
Oct 18, 2022
142
Switching between anxiety and apathy
 
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Trannydiary

Trannydiary

Member
Dec 11, 2020
64
Anxiety
 
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ever so lonely

ever so lonely

terry joseph williams
Apr 17, 2022
282
no am emotion per se, but a strong mixture of powerlessness and hopelessness, it is freaking awful to try and break that mental mindset, anxiety too crippling anxiety man, cant do this nomore, it is nigh impossible, to break our mental anguish man, stuck in a rut and cant see a future, i look ahead and see yet more pain and misery, i need out peeps desperately, i just lack the courage, i have my method but i keep dilly dallying, nothing to live for, keep telling myself that, most people detest me irl, and avoid me, i am so lonely, and in my head, which is a very tormented and dark place, overwhelmed and consumed by my thoughts as tho my thoughts have become me, i wish si wasnt a thing, isnt it enough we suffer so much in this existence, and then at the point of exit some of us simply cant do it, and if we ever do go through with it we will never know if we achieved the holy grail or not, so messed up peeps, so in closing hopeless and defeated and utterly worthless, thanks for reading, peace and love to everybody, there isnt enough of genuine empathy and love on this godforsaken planet.
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
843
Stuck
 
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43721

Member
Jan 2, 2020
11
Probably desperate.I'm desperate to not feel this way anymore,to not be a problem anymore.I want someone to help me but I don't deserve help.I want to go to sleep and just never wake up but I worry about what will happen to my cats if I did.
 
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fiasco

Member
Oct 14, 2022
50
Self-loathing
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
843
Angry
 
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S like suicide

S like suicide

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,432
It is an awful day today for me so i felt more than one strong emotion,but a mix of emotions...Deep hate and deep despair and also anger
Deep sadness and deep lonliness
Strong suicidal ideation and resignation...i truly think i rocked the bottom at the lowest level
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
843
Worthlessness
 
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Alayna

Alayna

Close
Oct 11, 2022
71
Ngl, some confusion

Actually participating here has been pushing my boundaries a chunk. I've had to revisit some deep emotions I thought I'd ditched, and opened my eyes to the vast spectrum of pains and traumas beyond my little pity prison. Bumped up against some political attitudes that I'd deride or dismiss out there, but which have to be taken seriously in this context.

This has to be the rawest realest internet community I know, and with all the vulnerability here comes so much responsibility to care. It's tough, honest work and I'm grateful to yall. Let's keep listening to and loving eachother
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
843
Disappointment
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
774
Rejection.
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,485
Not sure how to live withotu weed. I took other stuff today - more prescription stuff. Like every day is what can I take to get through the day.

Emotion is kind of blank, right now just feel wasted. As I had a glass of wine with whatever else I took today. I also managed to sleep till 3 or 4pm, so have not been awake that long.
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
843
Loneliness
 
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LivedTooLong

LivedTooLong

Avoidant
Apr 26, 2018
155
Gutted.
 
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