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Homulily

Homulily

Witch of the Mortal World
Jun 1, 2023
74
anxiety.
i get intrusive thoughts a lot about memories I don't want to think of.
besides that today has been okay.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
850
mixed as i was resentful that i saw someone stole my artwork, (nothing major) but then i stood up for myself, and even tho nothing was done about the original issue, i met some potential new friends.. or least acquaintances, so actually kinda grateful for a few of the people i met as they were genuine and its rare people are nice to me
 
Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
403
Shame, fears, and just a low life
 
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Tiberius85

Tiberius85

Member
Aug 21, 2022
77
A deep, deep feeling of sadness, due to mix of feelings of loneliness, confinement lack of energy or will.
 
EternalOblivion

EternalOblivion

But does anything matter if you're already dead?
Jan 13, 2023
50
Inadequacy: I seldom feel good about myself.
 
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Yllene13

Drowning in a sea of bitterness
Jun 18, 2023
19
Frustration and loneliness, feels like I'm getting ignored by everyone
 
At_The_Threshold

At_The_Threshold

Member
Jun 20, 2023
5
Futility. I was trying to work some soil (normally a very enjoyable activity for me) but this overwhelming, vague dread and frustration caused my legs to feel weak and numb and I had to sit down multiple times. I had to fight myself from running away from the class but I managed to remain until the end. Even stranger was that I felt an uneven hostility and aversion to the other students there. I don't socialize with any of them anyway but I never felt so repulsed like I did today.
 
Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

Nobody knows what I see
Mar 6, 2023
331
Today I got kicked out of my boxing class and I realized how worthless I am. I cried in the stairwell because of it.

The feeling of uselessness was quite strong
 
LowlyBoy

LowlyBoy

Member
Jul 10, 2023
21
Frustration because I can't get out of my binging cycle atm. i'll not eat for like 23-24 hours, then plan on eating a small meal which leads into another small meal and then snacks and I undo all the work my body did while I was fasting 😭😭
 
cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
844
anxious. i just feel anxious and scared all the time. its debilitating.
 
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LonelyTurkey

Each day is more exhasuting than the last
Jul 6, 2023
43
Loneliness and sadness
Frustration because I can't get out of my binging cycle atm. i'll not eat for like 23-24 hours, then plan on eating a small meal which leads into another small meal and then snacks and I undo all the work my body did while I was fasting 😭😭
Sounds like this isn't the diet for you. Have you tried tracking your calories? What helped my binge eating was not keeping the food in the house, or at least keeping it out of sight. this is difficult if you live with ppl tho
 
bijou

bijou

meow meow meow
Jan 23, 2023
173
absolute frustration. fuck people that don't understand the importance of this space
 
alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
471
frustrated with burn out. im leaning heavily on a part of my mind that is weak and it's tired and it wants to quit but there is nothing ro fall back on.
 
qwert3948

qwert3948

Member
Apr 24, 2023
44
i was actually kind of happy today. i'm watching my fav streamer doing a shit long series and i'm really enjoying it. i guess it's still just a distraction, but i'm happy.
i don't really know what brought me to ss today.
 
enough of this

enough of this

Specialist
Jun 4, 2023
383
My strongest emotion today would be loneliness. I feel I don't have enough contact with people such as, hugs or long convoersations. Anybody else experiencing a strong emotion they want to talk about?
For me, it would be a toss-up between anxiety and homesickness. I'm so tired of this anxiety and what it's doing to my body.
I just want to go home. It's somewhere over the rainbow. 🌈
Fear and regret
Those are such hard emotions. I hope you feel better soon. 🫂
 
inanna

inanna

nervous Dom
Aug 12, 2023
6
Impatience.. actually I absolutely hate the word patience and want to hit the person who says it. It makes me think of a hospital and I hate it.
 
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HighFlight

HighFlight

Global Mod
Jun 28, 2023
695
Fear, loneliness, inadequacy, guilt... Life is a little complicated for me right now.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,263
Probably anger. And hunger if that counts, I have barely eaten.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,174
Right now, shock and extreme sadness for @searchingpeace and her family.

Walter
 

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