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- Sep 23, 2022
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As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.
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I feel you. That cold emptiness, for me, it just comes all at once. Sometimes I'm just there, but not there at all.. You know? Like my mind is so heavy, but I'm floating at the same time.I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.
I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.
Losing my grip day by day. I don't know why I'm still going. Wish I died. Hate this. Hate everybody around me too.
"oh just trust me"
thats not the case this time. im just getting annoyed with itUsually when someone says those words to me, I end up doing the opposite. It's every liar's and manipulator's favorite phrase, and most of the time it works when they say it, but once we know better, it's much harder to be fooled by it.