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ShadowsFall
Lost and forgotten
- Jul 15, 2021
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An update on the OFCOM situation: As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. OFCOM, the UK’s communications regulator, has singled out our community, demanding compliance with their Online Safety Act despite our minimal UK presence. This is a blatant overreach, and they have been sending letters pressuring us to comply with their censorship agenda.
Our platform is already blocked by many UK ISPs, yet they continue their attempts to stifle free speech. Standing up to this kind of regulatory overreach requires lots of resources to maintain our infrastructure and fight back against these unjust demands. If you value our community and want to support us during this time, we would greatly appreciate any and all donations.
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I'm not as close to the edge as you right now, but I understand where you're coming from very well.Stuck in a cycle of pain.
I remember how this agony started a year ago. I had never experienced anything like this before and I thought it was a one-time thing.
How wrong I was.
It's just going to get worse, if that's even possible.
I find myself thinking more and more about a date to die. I am falling apart. Everyone is watching, even I am watching myself die. There is no help, only I can help myself break out of this vicious circle by destroying myself. I wish I wasn't forced to do this, but I have no choice. Every day the same shit, the ever increasing pain. At some point I'm going to break. I don't want to die, or at least I don't want to experience it consciously. It will be excruciating and probably pretty terrible, but after that I won't be able to think it's bad. I wish I wasn't alone then. Just once.
That's such a great way to put it. Aside from a few glorious months that may or may not have been a hypomanic episode, I have never in all my life felt like I belonged.My whole life, I've been homesick for a place I could never identify, but in any case, I definitely don't think it's a place in this world – and God knows I've certainly tried to find it.